bloggie... bloggie... long time didn't update you neh~~~~ i miss you a lot oh.. back to my Life na..

Today Mass Communication exam~ like shit~! what i studied, especially the interview parts... i was like... memorizing like hell~ didn't come up~ but it's okay nah~~~ i got my place... the 25th... what was amazing is that... Chiayee's 14th was at my side and Linyun's 3rd also~ what the hell the coincidence...

and oh yea... period made me mood swing... and oh yea

WHEN I SAID I DON'T LIKE BEING TOUCHED ON THE FACE, DON'T TOUCH OKAY? I SIBEH PEKCHEK DY TODAY... DON'T MAKE ME GO BERSERK~!

yay mua~! gonna write this post in BOLDED words... i know i know ... it's like... 6 in the morning and what am i doing up~ crazy me...

no worries man~ Jiayi is here with me... chatting with me... apparently the both of us cant sleep~

i can't sleep because my stomach was bothering me... i am sorry mummy, you told me to eat as much as i could but i am like starving myself... bo bian la mummy, i very lazy to cook or go out na~~

then ah~ suddenly felt pressure lo~ i don't know why also... i can nearly answer questions that pops in my head... but then still i have bad feelings... or maybe... because of the caffeine i had just now? or maybe... others?

then.. i was thinking about that sentence again~

haha... couldn't even study... and i stayed up to help Felicia and Nicholas a little bit... then suddenly i saw some white pants walking around...

i got a little shocked at first... then i looked... it was Jiayi with his Lappie... i was like 'what are you doing up? did i wake you up?'

apparently, same as me... he has thoughts too~

my little brother...~ buck up o...

your sister here support you to the max... don't think so much okay? remember, i will be there for you~ no matter in rainy days~

First of all, i would like to say, welcome February, the month of exam and the month of Chinese New Year... Popo, can't wait to see you and go back to bully you o..~~~!!

uh... i saw something really touching today... quoted from my Darling Little Friend, YingYing...

For all my kampar bestie:-

Ng Lin Yun:
i wish you all the best in your final..especially marketing.. dun be so panic when answering the question.. just act like normal..how you answer the question at home. If you can't recall back ,close your eyes..take a big breath.. you will know what to write.trust me!

Apple:
Apple, i trust you mou man tai in your final..just.. you must get above 3.5cgpa! i trust you can do it! clever girl ma right? hahaha..as what you usually said..."apple ma.. of cuz know la??" So! i wish you good luck!!

Chloe:
Chloe!!! 1.20! what we always cal you? one dollar and twenty cents!! YOU! AH MA!?!? must get a good result in your final kayz?! you must do hao bang yang giv us see lar?!?! right?! dun giv yourself too much pressure.. later.. high blood pressure loo...Dun make us worry! oh ya! wish you all the best in you final... wish all your pimple run away after the final dey!! LOL DLF!

Chooi Han:
Chooi Han...the GOD! omgosh!Other than god i dunno what word can describe you already. Anywayz! i wanna wish you good luck in your final...Don't always force yourself study when you are tired ..okay? ahahha..

Pui Yee:
pui yee...the clever onee..GOH PUI YEE! clever girl lai.. don't always say "wo bu hui wo bu hui"haahaha rmb the song? wo ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei~ inside de lyric got..."bu yao shuo ni yong yuan bu hui" you must say "I KNOW I KNOW (WO HUI WO HUI!!!) hahha i wish you all the best in your final..and... after final..pls sleep early larH?! NEW YEAR IS AROUND THE CORNER!! you know lar?! hahaha

Jia Yi:
Jia yi, what to say leh this ben dan!hahaaha erm.. Study hard and study smart ba, see you so stress when you 're studying. hahaha!! come onn! dun let the "stress" push you down! you must push the stress away and not to let stress push you!! i wish you best of the best in your final!!! i trust you can get above 2.5cgpa!! come on!! GOGOOGOG as what you say.. i jia yi lehh? what also ok de....YOyoyoyoo!!!(i will always be there for you)

Chia Yee:
This mad guy..hahaha...what he usually said...aiyaa nonit study wan laa. easy only maa..haha i know... his mind is very panic when the final is around the corner.. He never show out , but panic in his heart.LOL? wish you best of luck in your final kayz?!! don't let your parent disappointed kay?!

Chow Yang:
Emo guy...this what chloe always called him?hahahah TAN CHOW YANG! you very geng one i know. always say bu hui bu hui..but you hui~~ lol.... you are smart! if you get above 3.5cgpa~ i let you bully me till the max?! ahhahhah deal bo? anywayz, i also want to wish you good luck in your final!!

Jeff Tung:
Jeff.. You always support me i know! but.. dun forget..we are always support you too!! And don't post my name at facebook anymore! urghh..damn paiseh dey!!!lol.. Creative thinking de ppl! lol..good explanation de ppl... although sometime you very "fan"..i know you are trying to make the situation "hot" but..you must see what situation is.. okay.. good luck in your final!

Poufucksor:
professor... hahaha i knoww.. you are gonna kill me when i called you poufucksor! you wan kill me i also want to say.. POUFUCKSOR? Don't you think is a great name ? special and creative! hahahhah You! giv me the feeling just like my brother... always help me out on time.haha I wanna thank you for everthing that you did.. thank you! billion of thx!! Other than that, i wanted to wish you good luck in your final! i trust you can do it! you are smart.. but "LAZY" ya ya i knoww lol!!!

Pei Feng:
pei feng...xiao jiu wo!~ long time din sing the song to you already~zombie? dead body? samo got what???wang li hong dai fan shu? wish you good luck in all the subject! God brain that i can describe you! haha dun always die die die... you still got time to study... so appreciate the time la hahha! dun always dota dota! and do those stupid thing such as" wang li hong dai fan shu fans club" ......

Patrick:
patrick! Pan yu wen! KLIP! lol! alot nickname dey! hahha you must be proud of it!NOTHING TO SAY?you aim A for all subject right?! i only can wish you good luck! cant do anything for you dey~~GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mine is in the RED bolded text... and yea.. i was touched while seeing this... she's being really really really supportive of all of us... that's why i love her a lot...

it's just that.... i miss you~

Warning first... Emo post... emo post~~~~

i uh... wanted to say that...

when i wake up, i couldn't forget to switch on my Girlfriend first... i mean, my wiffy Lappie.... then waited for the MSN to turn on then.... huala... my internet Life just turned on~!

but then i saw some PM really hurts me ... hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt me lots...

from ~jack jack~

yea and that rings a bell right?

"two groups. why like tis??"

i was like... what the??? i never wanted to think of it that way you know... because we used to be one BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG FAMILY~! and i love them so so very much...

people, i've never changed my love for you guys... i still love you guys... i am there for everyone of them no matter what... no matter this is the last day of my Life... NO MATTER

i still love you~!

darlings? where is the love? i miss you guys a lot... where we used to laugh... where we used to play together like we used to... a big family.... one big family...

it changes everything now doesn't it?

people, darlings, dears, sweethearts... i am sorry for being selfish~

THERE'S A ZIT ~! ON MY NOSE~! ONE BIG BIG GIANT~! EWW~! i just hate the fact that we have to get through these in puberty. pubescent...~!

haha~~ nowadays been working myself to death to get the notes done... i just have no ideas what kind of notes i am on right now... sometimes marketing, then management (one subject that i could flunk big time), then mass comm (my favourite) and now web page design... they said it's easy since the passing mark is 40... if you get 40 plus in your assignment... VOILA~! a pass... okay...

to tell you the truth... i am not that kind of a student who aims A A A.... but for mass communication, i would... for Mr. Abel and my future... face it, my future is Public Relations...

haven't been myself nowadays... that's why i Lost my identity... shoukori ~~~~ (sorry, singing mood again)

i am sorry people... i am sorry my darlings... i am sorry my dear... i am sorry my sweetheart... i am sorry my HONEY~ i am NOT MYSELF~! it's like... i am reflecting myself through a Mirror and forgotten to pick myself up on the way that i walk out of the reflection. I just, i lost myself in a snap....

i used to talk to Ying all day... and now maybe... studies made us apart and for some of my alter ego-ness of my problems that i am encountering... Ying, i miss you~~~~

i miss Linyun's blur blur-ness also... i miss how we chatted... how we watched movies... how we even walk together and talk about Life...

shit~

i can't do anything....

i am sorry~

hmm~! 6 something wake up to finish my two slices of bread and a hot cup of coffee... and i had a slight headache because last night i slept at 4 something... just uh... did a bit of... well, you know, online searching~

then uh... Patrick came to fetch us out... and Business... aicks.. you know what happens in it de na... the god damn headache is god damning me... so i rushed to canteen to buy a room temperature 100 Plus to ease the pain... i felt better on the head... but it wasn't in the throat...

and i went toilet twice to ease the .... vomit... no, i didn't vomit.. just... well~~

out of the cubicle and did some snaps

then back to class...

teacher was about to announce our marks... and yea... big shocker there... our group my Beauty Diary got the highest mark in the class.. yay us~!

of all the effort i put in, it's not wasted..

then they were talking about this trip thing... i was 70 percent sure that i can't go~ you know our Osmond chiang...

and so... bingo...

i can't go....

because he said...

"you said you miss papa ALL BULLSHIT DE AH???"

thanks dad~