Deji - Deji Volume 65 - Halo

1st of November

GOODBYE OCTOBER, AND HELLO MY MONTH~! AH, MY MONTH IS HERE~! YAY ME~!

haha...

oh well, i was wrong then... Vivianne told me to go outside and see the moon, so, silly me, i thought that i could gaze the moon from my room... so i opened the window... and stuck all of my head out and see the sky... ah i see nothing...

so i asked her what was it..

'got a big big circle beside the moon, like RAINBOW eh...'

ooh, i definitely know that one... it's the only thing that i can't get to see in Kuantan and yet i saw them twice in Kampar... so i thought that the sky won't be the same from here and the angle from Vivianne's side... so i just chilled out with my Zack and Cody...

after an episode i went facebooking again... then i saw Henry wrote 'GO OUT AND SEE, IT'S HALO~!'

i did a flip... SILLY ME FOR THINKING ABOUT THE ANGLE PROBLEM~! so i straight away put.... something on and went out to the Westlake for a walk...

ARGH~! it's indeed there... luckily i brought my MP3 handy... so i went searching for a song which can fit into this Halo perfectly... SILLY ME~! BEYONCE'S HALO~! and i went searching this song to match the Halo...

yay, it does fit perfectly...

sitting on the balustrade is really really a nice thing to do... and oh well, some Malay gangs were like asking me for the Digits... FREAK~!

Deji - Deji Volume 64 - mamma mia~

31st of October

oh hey... it's 31st ... the end of the month of October... i hereby wish you Happy Halloween... It's a shame that Malaysia doesn't celebrate things like this... oh well, if we do celebrate, it's hard to find a shop which can sell various of costumes right?

so well... If Malaysia has this thing going on... I'll be the one dressing like this~

Faceless Woman in a RED Kimono

I've been editing this pic for like 30 minutes and i still can't find a good solution to it...

oh yea... last night, i was doing tutorial back home because we had no plans, although, Puiyee asked me out for a jog but i turned her down... too much Tutorials so i decided to pass...

and um... i was clearing my unwanted notes and i remembered that i was trying to pen out a lyrics in the Reading Room then Chiayee came to Fill in the Blanks for me... see what we wrote...

I wrote - Would it be nice? If I say...

then He wrote - I Love you, you will love me?? I duno. i am confuse??? Hahax... the end...

and then i was like 'eh, continue writing...' and um...

He wrote underneath again...

"Ayumi Hamasaki, Beyonce" Popular

then i was like laughing to death... and then i didn't notice what he wrote until i got back the paper... i was looking around and i saw this... which is so so so so sweet of him...

GUESS if you can't see... i don't wanna write it here... Haha...

and um... back to this morning... i set the alarm at 10 and i was like snoozing the clock again... i hate waking up seriously.. so i snooze and snooze again and Sir Michael must be so sick to have waking me up this way...

Then i heard the message tone... it was Chowyang... it was all blurry and i wasn't sure what the content was talking about... so he asked me whether i am ready or not, he's here to fetch me out...

Oh Crap~! i haven't had my breakfast yet... the EWW-ish Breakfast... argh who cares, skip one day wouldn't hurt i think... so i got into my favourite Black Polo Tee and waited for him to call...

so Chiayee called me and asked me to go down and off we went to Ipoh after fetching Puiyee...

i wasn't really tired and i was checking the scenery around and i was feeling weird that it's 12 in the afternoon, no sun?

first place, we went to the food court... so i decided to drink a cup of coffee and skip lunch because i ate some bread this morning and we went to search for Chowyang's Pen-something-something... it seems that we didn't get any luck...

was going to recall what happened in Ipoh Parade... oh yea, there was a band performing musics and the singer was damn hell high~ i love her~ she enjoyed her performance...

and um, Living Cabin is my Weakness... i bought something for myself... the Mini little RED Converse... i've been searching a RED one and finally found one.. yay me~ and um... that's all...

and when i was walking around with them, suddenly Puiyee grabbed me by the shoulder and placed me in front of a screen...

AHHHHHHH~! AYUMI HAMASAKI~! her ARENA TOUR 2006 (miss)understood... the 2nd BEST concert of her... so i stood there, with my eyes staring at that DVD player... i stood there until the Encore ends... and when i looked back, i saw Puiyee Chowyang and Chiayee were like waiting for me... aicks... *RED in the face* Paiseh~

and then we went to Jusco to search for Chowyang's stuffs and still, no luck... so since Chiayee wanted a contour cup, he bought himself a McDonald's Meal... then, when he was queueing, i saw this VERY VERY VERY HANDSOME American Guy... damn, he is too good to be true... the perfect body shape... the perfect face.. the perfect eyes... i was like going RED in my face with Puiyee...

then after that, we settled down in a place, which i was lucky that that Hot guy was like sitting just a few distance away... and this little kid waved at his girlfriend, and HE SMILED~! i was like powerless and i kinda "fainted".... Puiyee was like 'HE IS SO HOT~!' ...

he is indeed... has a killer smile...

on the way back.... Daddy called me..

'First Thing's First, Siak went back to Kuantan, he's been diagnosed with Pneumonia...'

PNEUMONIA?? WHAT THE FEATHERS~! oh my god.. poor thing... hope you'll get well soon siak siak~~

Deji - Deji Volume 63

30th of October

okay so i lied... i didn't wander around in my room for some reason... i went for a walk at the lakeside... not really a walk... i sat on the pillar and looked around... damn, Kampar has a nice view... and i am really really glad to be here... i blasted my songs... from the first song to the end... and i felt kinda good after that... because of the wind blows and everything... i am a happy person, nothing's gonna bring me down for a WHOLE Day right? imma smile all day...

um... then i went home... put on mask and off i went to bed...

then um, this morning i woke up at 10 ... i went to get my laundry and back home for my nutrient breakfast... i gotta say eww to those blended beans... ARGH~! the smell of it... ugh~~~~

oh yea... i got the pictures ... the collection of the chocolates from my friends...

lets see...

From my Dearest Chiayee~

aicks... forgotten to flip all the pictures around... again... take 2...

Swiss Chocolate... YUM~!

From Peifeng

this is the chocolate coated crunchy caramel... sweet~~~

From Chooihan
my favourite Dark Chocolate of all Times~ TOBLERONE~! (all though i ate half of the bar from chiayee's)

From Puiyee

the minty chocolate and

Double Cappucino and Dark Chocolate

i don't feel like eating lea... feel like seeing them in a perfect state~

Deji - Deji Volume 62 - hmm?

29th of October

sorry for not doing my business right... Chloe is doing not so good right now... i know, someone left me a SCAR here and left for no reason...

i went to see my sick brother just now... he was like trying to lecture me about the issue... seriously i don't feel like talking about it... it hurts me a lot.. it really do... i just wanted a moment of silent that's all....

my brother told me that LeongWai just act nothing has happened... but can i act nothing has happened? huh? in the first place saying that i was rude (which i meant nothing at all) and now act nothing? that's nice... that's really really nice...

my brother said that LeongWai was stressed and maybe let things slipped in the wrong way... but what about me? to be back in Kuantan is also a stress for me~ why? because dad kept on babble about the MOST HATED subject in my Life, accounting and wanted me to score more than CGPA of 3~ insane... i was stressed too... you think that saying all those can make you destress? thanks, it worked...

i don't wanna talk about it... this is a sorrow... and i am leaving it behind... so what if i feel sad about this? all i know is about there's plenty of other people who can make me happy~

i don't feel like talking about this anymore.. i feel disgusted~

Deji - Deji Volume 61 - Emoness going ON around

28th of October

what's going on around here? seriously saying i am damn hell worried about Poufessor because it's not him though... not having the smile on him... oh well...

i was sleeping in the afternoon because i was exhausted after wrapping... the thing... *it's a Secret to be revealed this Friday, so stay tuned*

then i woke up since my alarm rang... oh well, i didn't feel like giving a damn on it so i kept on snoozing my alarm... what the heck, what if i can't sleep tonight?

so i woke up... had my face washed and then connect my butt to my chair and began typing~ then...

'CHIANG WEI SHAN~!'

someone was shouting my name from outside of my window... i didn't reply because i just hate the fact that they shout my 'ewwww' name in the housing area...

'CHLOE~!' ah, i recognize this voice... the handsome Jiayi... so since he is shouting Chloe instead of my name, so i went to see... i was like 'eh, under my window now liao, sing me a love song la~!'

haha... it's customary to sing a girl a love song under a window.. but i was joking of course... and they sped off...

and so we went to dinner... well, only the Danishers, cut out YingYing and Linyun though~ and um... dad called me again, with mum's phone... i am avoiding the fact that dad and mum wanted to interrupt the issue between me and my sister... because, i felt betrayed after the incident so i refused to listen to any lectures from dad...

then he called Puiyee (this i don't know) but judging the fact that Puiyee was speaking in English, i had doubts...

'Weishan, your dad...'

i was like waving my hands like a mad person and told her that i will call back~ argh...

so i went home... and i called dad... dad was furious though... but he was only asking me how's my rental, my studies and everything~ phew... it's all gone...

so since my sister was trying to reaching me for weeks.. and i sent a message to her...

'I'm angry at the fact that you were asking me to send a message to your leongwai saying that you've been asking too much from him, scared that he's angry at you and you come with an idea that i send a message to him? What? Now it makes me look so damn hell bad. and i perfectly remember that i tried not to sound rude. i remembered that i put 'kor, sorry to bother. my sister needs her laptop back to talk with seexiang since he went to singapore. would you please make it a lil fast? sorry again. and my sister doesn't know about this message.' if this is what you call rude, then i have nothing to say. and what the hell is 'too angry and straight away deleted the message??' what the hell, if he's that angry, he won't be replying my message by saying 'i will try my best, it's not an easy work you know.' and so, your dreams came true.went to Starhill because you are so down? huh? me? that fucking weishan is so damn hell rude. oh sorry, she doesn't exist anymore. first you tell dad that i have friends problem here which i felt like keeping a secret from him. second you tell mum about this? i don't know what to trust anymore, i rather go to my friends for advices. and i hope that i have activities in Haji so i won't spend all my time pulling long face. and i am damn hell happy to be here.

i know that's a long message... but i can't keep them inside anymore... i was getting insane... i've been in a lot of emo-ness in my first week and i WON'T let the Emo-ness inside be to get enhanced and oh well... like that... i don't know... i don't feel like ... how should i say this... i don't have the secure to trust my sister anymore... i thought problems of me should be kept between me and her... she told everything to my dad... thanks pal~

i let it all out... oh maybe not all... maybe i wanted to find a day... shout everything out~ see, if i can get the chance because after writing this message, i felt so much better... a happier person... not much worries and everything...

ah~ what a day..

so Puiyee fetched us out to the Perfect Ice for a snack... i seriously needed a portion of ice to let the fire down... oh well... and we were doing our research and everything for the Web Page Design...

my sister kept on calling... i refused to listen though... i didn't want problems to affect me now.. i am happy now... I AM HAPPY NOW~! don't affect me...

so i went home... i was tired though... but after a few seconds on facebook i went snoozing out...


29th of October

WOKE UP~! RISE AND SHINE~! yay~ a beautiful morning and i called Chiayee since i am his walking alarm clock... had myself a nice warm bath and wrapped myself around blanket after drying up... it's freezing today and i had to bring my jacket out... off i went after a nice chocolate bread...

It's Sociology in the morning... i am happy to see Miss Siti but i am not Happy seeing the subject.. oh what the heck... it's okay... as long as Chiayee and Linyun's there to accompany me.... and um~ someone shouted that Miss Siti is boring, i am going to kill him... oh like he's going to make Sociology a nice subject... shiish~

after the Sociology, we had a 2 hours gap~ so i thought that i could finish my blog in that hours but then... the connection totally sucks... don't really know what happened~ so i gave up waiting since no Solitare was there to accompany me...

so i switched them off and went to toilet and realised that i have a BAD HAIR DAY~! luckily i had my comb come in handy~ so i went combing for about a few times and out of the toilet...

so uhm, i was thinking whether i should go to Reading Room to find that or not... oh well, i stood at the front of the computer lab and think ... with my GREEN Tea... suddenly Peifeng's head was at my side and i was like... shocked, suddenly a head appeared out of nowhere... and he escorted me to the Reading Room... and i began to do my Tutorials with the blasting MP3...

i thought that i could do my work in peace with Beyonce's Heavy Bass' Songs, but then, Patrick and Poufessor were like non-stop getting me annoyed... but, i felt really really happy to see him having that smile on his face again~ i like that~

and um... there's nothing much over Web Page Design Tutorial... oh well...

and um~ after that we went to lunch and back home though... Jeff was mentioning this Body Check Up thing and Facial... well, since the Body Check only costs RM5, why not take the risk...

and i went home and chill out with my Lappie again~ yay~ i like listening to songs and blast them all around... the only thing missing is the stereo... haha

um... at about 3 something, Patrick came to pick me up and we went to school for the most boring lecture ever, Lecture of Web Page Design.. i can't stop talking and talking and smiling and looking around... then i looked around... they seem to be really happy... except for chowyang, then i patted at his shoulder, ask him whether he's okay or not... he said he's okay... i was like 'why the emo face? wanna learn, learn me la, smile a lot...' muahahhha, i really getting ki siao liao...

seriously i can't concentrate in DDK1, i've been a victim since Trimester 1 and now , yet again~ i took my mp3 out and started to blast the songs again~... and in the middle of the class, things are getting really really weird... YingYing got a call, went out of class, went in with no smile... i was like looking at her though... then, things are getting really really fishy around... Chowyang went out and never come back...

i didn't know what happened and thought that things are going to be alright... Chiayee was there hacking other people's phone... and this time he hacked Patrick...

'I GOT THE MESSAGE.... AIYAIYAIYAIYAIYAIYAIYAIYAIYAI~!' i was like covering my face and laughed as hard as i could... i was like... damn, why are they playing this in a lecture hall? when the tone was like ringing all around, the whole lecture hall went in silence mode... i was like what? oof... there goes the center of attention...

so, i wasn't paying attention in class and i saw Jiayi took his bag and wanted to leave... oh well, playing truant after taking attendance... then Chiayee took his bag too... but he sat beside me... he asked 'eh, wanna go back?'

sure i do... afterall, i wasn't paying any attention to that subject.. so i left... and in this part i get to know something...

um, chowyang went to get us and off we go... i went home and got to get to my lappie again... then...

'AH MA~!'

someone, yet again, was shouting under my window... i went to see and saw Puiyee sticking her head out and asked me out for dinner... without second thought and without washing my face, i went out with them...

they decided to go for the body check up and i was kinda excited about it... but for one detail, how's the check up gonna be? no one knows though...

we went to the house and saw... the facial section... i wasn't going to do that though... and there's a room which looks like a clinic and with someone with the face of a doctor... or should i say, with a face of a familiar person...

so the lot of us went in (me, Puiyee, YingYing, Linyun, Patrick and Jeff)... since the lot of us were like a little bit afraid... Jeff decided to go for the therapy first so we were watching...

Linyun suddenly said 'eh, doesn't he look like Peifeng...'

DAMN~! BINGO~! HE DOES LOOK LIKE PEIFENG~! i was like wondering who he resembles... there you have it... haha~ yea, the lips part... even, when i told Puiyee about this, Puiyee was laughing her ass off...

and then um... right after Jeff, Puiyee and Ying's turn... it was mine ... i was a lil bit nervous.. because it's like he's going to electrocute you or something... so i gave him my left hand...

'could you take off your bracelet?'

so i took off my guitar picks and somehow the guitar picks came off and scattered on the floor, and you can see that i was nervous... so... basically this is how he checks... he uses a pen, more like a pen with a device attached to it... then he started to roll the pen around your palms... when the pen touches your palm, it'll be like electrocuted or even vibrate... some of the parts were like PAIN~! but some of the pain was like "good pain"...

he immediately said

'you have stomach problem...'

i was like... stomach? what's stomach problem... he said i used to skip meals and right after meals i will feel a lil gassy in the stomach...

bingo man, i salute you...

then um, after examine the lot of us... we were like, one by one being called to the living room, to talk privately...

so when it is my turn, i was a little bit nervous though... i was worried whether he's going to bring me bad news or something... so i was like looking at him and listen to him...

'basically you are okay, you are stressed, stomach problem and find it kinda hard to secrete...' that's the problem i was getting... and i gave him my digits and he will call me 2 weeks later just to tell me my stuffs in more detail... i was a little bit awkward at first because when he was explaining, he was like walking nearer and nearer... i back off a lil bit... woof...

and um... right after that, someone called Ying that Chowyang and the hooligans were selling fruits at the Danish House Pathway... i was like what? ARE THEY SERIOUS??

we went to see them of course... we were searching and searching...

'THERE THEY ARE~!' shouted Puiyee because she recognized Chiayee's beach pants...

and so i went down... they were talking serious... i saw their mini stall... with watermelon and guava... Chiayee was wearing a cap though... haha~ you know what i mean... and so~ i bought a packet to support them of course... and a packet of fruits before meal is healthy...

so after that we were going to have dinner with the "doctor" who looks like Peifeng... oh well, and we went to Kamjing...

then YingYing was like , 'eh Kauyee, since the "doctor" is here, why don't we ask Peifeng to come to see whether they look alike or not'... yea, it might be fun if we do... so the four girls went running to the stalls and get Peifeng... as i was running back to Kamjing, because it might be really rude if we just left like that...

i was like going to cross road... and Puiyee suddenly held my hands and began to cross the road... and i flashed back a while where Puiyee and i went to see a movie, The Dark Knight... and we were like crossing the road in this RAINY DAY~! we were holding hands and started to cross... while we were crossing... the cars were just few feets away... on the half way, Puiyee suddenly shouted and ran back... i wasn't aware of what was happening and suddenly i looked back... Puiyee ran back to the side of the road to fetch her slippers as it slipped.. i wasn't aware that i was in the middle of the road and i was like... ARGH~! RAN TO THE DIVIDER~! oh my... near death experience..

after flashing back, i told Puiyee 'hey Puiyee, remembered that time you were holding my hands while crossing the road?' as i was talking... suddenly a motor came by my left side and suddenly i saw a flash of light... the motorbike was like stopping in front of me... and i was like dumbstruck... i looked at him and he looked at me... i was totally standing there...

Ying Ying pulled me off and i was like... what???

nice one

Deji - Deji Volume 60 - a Day with Happiness

28th of October

oof, throwing my emo-ness away since i used to smile right after i got this Bob... well, technically speaking this is not a bob... oh well, i used to have a straight bob and now a ... curly hair... getting them back sooner or later...

wait, i've been driven away, where was i? oh yea...

so uhm, this morning my alarm woke me up at 7... and somehow when i get my sleepy butts to the study desk and grab the phone, the phone slipped through my hand and fell on the floor... the protector came out, the cover came out, more importantly the battery came out too... acted like no big deal, i put them all in together and when snoozing again...

and still the alarm rang at 7.09am... i snoozed again, then 7.18am... then so on.... so i looked at my phone with my TINY eyes and swore to myself to wake up, latest at 7.45am and i slept again... at 7.44am, Chiayee called me...

'you wake up dy?'

'ah? ha... yea yea...'

and i lost my 1 minute of sleep... ah it's okay, i already gave that in....

so uhm, i went to bath, facebooked a while and put on my polo tee... in a polo mood though and went down to wait for Puiyee in the porch...

so uhm, they fetched me to eat breakfast in Kamjing and i thought of eating the Western Breakfast, who could've said no to Western Breakfast? i mean, i LOVE LOVE LOVE Western Breakfast with a cup of hot coffee... but when i took a glance at my poor wallet, i decided to eat something chinese instead, and i ordered the Mian Fen Gao~

satisfied with my breakfast and off we went to Nawin's class... but then in this class, i barely even listen to him... First, i was doing my Writing for Business' Tutorial, Second, i can barely even see the slide due to the poor eye sight and third... i've been annoyed for the two solid hours... first from Patrick, then Chiayee...

and for some reason, Poufessor is acting really really weird around~ i mean, he used to be the bubbly one and today he was like all silent and red in the eyes and everything.. the symptoms of sadness... i was wondering... he's not my Poufessor, someone might be impersonating him and getting a hold of his ID~!

so i was asking Poufessor 'are you alright?'

he totally replied me with a different form of answers, answers that are not related to the questions... if this were a test, i could've give him an F... but is he alright?

Deji - Deji Volume 59 - boy what a day...

28th of October

Didn't i tell you that i bought double Hang Ten's Basic Tee? yea, gotta tell you that, you're gonna love em, they are just adorable and no one resists new clothes... so i wore the RED one today as the BLACK one, i wore them yesterday... yay smart me...

as i was like so tired and i had myself a bottle of GREEN Tea, just for MUA and off to class...

so as i got into my class, and i noticed that Chiayee was wearing the RED Hang Ten Tees too... glad to have that coincidence~ muahahaha....

uh oh~ bad news... Mr. Satha is my Tutor (more like Torture) for the Writing for Business... oh my, i've been like a Survivor (yea i said that alright) since last sem and bearing it with him is not a good thing to do since he refused to send our marks up to the WBLE, thank you very much~

i was like, what the... i am going to SNOOZE in this class for sure...

urgh.. then Mr. Satha decided to give us a break within the hours and i had to go out for a walk, mainly because the room was like FREEZING~! and when i saw Chiayee walked out of the class, he too, wore the skinnies that i said it looks good on him... another coincidence tho... High Five Lil Bro~

um~ second class? Mr. Abel Lee... i was hoping for another Tutor because they said that Mr. Abel is very very scary in tutorial classes... but what the heck... it's okay though... i've seen teachers that are scarrier than him~

and um~ happy to say that (maybe unhappy to Jiayi) that our class representative is Little Mister Handsome Chong Jia Yi~!~!~!~!~ he's gonna love it (or not) as we were like shouting his name so loud that the other blocks could've heard us...

and um... did i tell you about the heart ache i started to have last night? (no, don't think too much, not that kind of heart-broken heartache... that was real, heartache), it came back during Mass Communication... so i kept on massaging for like about... 3 minutes or so... and i have to stuck my hands under my lap to keep them warm.. not free...

right after the class (glad to get out of the coldness), i called mum, to ask about the pain... mum said i didn't have proper meal and it affects tho... oh well, it doesn't really make sense... then, we decided to go to Tesco... for a little shopping of course... i got there and went to the Maggi Department of course.. i am out of it... so i bought the 6 packet promotion... gotta be good though although it's unhealthy.. we are all on budget...

and um~ oh yea, i couldn't just forget about the snacks and the drinks section... i used to buy the Justea Iced Lemon Tea, i love that because it brings me the feeling of Form 1... argh, i feel young... and um~ but when i went searching, oh what the heck.. i've been developing love to the Pokka Jasmine Green Tea...oof, you gotta love that one though it's a darling~!

i decided to buy just a bottle, none of the rest... then unfortunately, they come with cartons... and it was damn hell cheap.... LinYun was like 'since you have a bottle, you can just buy this carton and refill em up!' i was like... argh LINYUN~! YOU ARE SEDUCING ME~! and i bought two cartons and that's a lot for a girl on budget... enough... no seduction~!

um~ hey hey~ KFC's on the way, and we hunted for the BEST (probably because of the budget and plus, Sushi King was our second choice) and went for lunch... and i ate some... then YingYing was like... 'eh Kauyee, wanna see sunglasses?'

i know my sunglasses was gone case because i gave my last pair to my beloved granny (by the way, i miss you granny) shoot... seduction again.. SEDUCTION~! i was like what????? i am on budget... no no... i can't go.... no no... UV RAYS~! ARGH~! YINGYING~! STOP IT~!

still, couldn't stand so i asked Ying to accompany me to see those glasses as well.. they are all just perfect~! and i saw THAT ONE ABOSOLUTELY IDENTICAL~!

i put them all... exactly the one... exactly the one~! without second thought ... i reached in for my RED wallet.... finally ~!

back to school again for the Writing for Business Lecture... i didn't get a spot to sit so i sat alone , a row behind Puiyee... and um... class was just getting interesting when Lecturer decided to elect class rep... and i think i heard someone shouted 'NG PEI FENG~!'

huh? is that part of the plan? i thought someone wanted to put Patrick up instead of Peifeng... then, Peifeng straight away walked out of the classroom... i was like 'what? is he mad or something?' must be a joke though... then Ying went to comfort him...

oh well, someone put Linyun's name up too... bet that was Patrick's hoohah~

then um, Puiyee turned to me and said 'hey, wanna go out?'

with that look of hers, she sure was planning to find Ying and Peifeng... so without second thoughts, we went out and search around... i tried to call Peifeng, no answer and i reckon that Peifeng left his phone back in the class... so i called Ying... i am glad that Ying answered and she excort me and Puiyee to the empty classroom...

maybe Peifeng was avoiding the fact that he is going to be voted as the Course Representative... oh well and we accompanied him... i decided not to go back into the class because that class was like a snoozing class.. and um~ suddenly someone messaged Ying

'eh, faster come back now, Teacher wanna Denda..'

i straight away hopped off the table and went out of the empty classroom... and then, chiayee miss called me... i was like... maybe this is serious...

so i went into the class.. indeed.. the teacher was like looking at us.... i dare not look at her and i was like observing the shinny floor... got off the hook though...

and then um... oh, Writing for Mass Communication... where was i? nothing special though and Mass Comm was the period that i was craving for music... i couldn't stand any longer then i pulled out my very first MP3 and blast Lady GaGa's Paparazzi (it's one nice song with those Bass)

that's about it though and i am back to my room for the boring routine... and um~ i washed my Hang Ten clothes and god knows that the dye came out just like that...

so then, i cooked my Maggi and was feeling really really tired while watching The Parent Trap... so i slept at 9 something due to the waiting of the download to be done...

i was sleeping... i was pretty sure that i was sleeping then i heard the message tone... and i totally ignored the fact that it was ringing... then CALLS~!

'YOU CAN BE A SWEET DREAM OR A BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE...'

for that moment i was regret that i didn't announce to the world that i was snoozing off... so i see... YingYing was calling... i woke up and answer the call since my handphone was a feet away... then then...

'i reckon that she is sleeping though................ eh? um, wanna go out for ice?'

i put on my tired tone and said 'ah? no, i wanna sleep.... bye bye...'

and i went sleeping again...

no, it wasn't easy... i couldn't sleep... i looked around... the toilet was shinning.. i was like... maybe i couldn't sleep again... i was right, i told the right thing to Peifeng since i was so damn hell tired while waiting for the download... if i sleep and wake up to off my PC, i wouldn't be able to sleep again.. oh well~

and right now i am here writing this blog~

Deji - Deji Volume 58 - UNLUCKY DAY

25th of October

is Beyonce alright? she posponed her concert... it supposed to be tonight... and now i am like shuffling her songs from I Am... Sasha Fierce... wanna get the feel that she is with me since i can't go to her concert...

oh yea... i woke up quite late this morning... someone else's message woke me up and i went mopping floor after that...

i was about to get started on my Tutorial because i am having 3 classes of Tutorials tomorrow... so it might be good if i start early...

then um~ while i was doing the first question... Chiayee asked me to go to Tesco... so i followed...

and um~ what did i buy... oh yea, since Puiyee is back from the LONG journey and since YingYing is not really herself nowadays, i decided to buy GREEN Tea for the Girls... oh well, granny here....

and um~, somehow that i think that my key is really really irritating, so i put them keys in Chowyang's car and off i went...

then, i didn't know that Chowyang was going to send the car to his brother and my keys went Ipoh for the second time this weekend... the feeling of cannot go back home sucks.. i hate that feeling... i went sleeping in Chiayee's house instead~

Deji - Deji Volume 57 - one tiring trip to Ipoh

23rd of October

um... i went to bed quite late this morning... it was about 5 and my eyes were like rollin' around. i couldn't sleep... maybe because too much caffiene... maybe, some other stuffs... and Chiayee was like planning to go to Ipoh... he asked me whether i wanted to go or not... then um, i said yes immediately, how would i say no to trips down to Ipoh? and um... oh well, i tried to call YingYing but then she didn't answer, reckon that she was sleeping... oh well...

it was about 3... i told Chiayee that i was going to sleep... i really felt tired that time... but when i was lying on the bed... i couldn't sleep... maybe because of the lumpy bed... i turned around... and i just couldn't sleep... and my player was playing Ayu's song to serenade me... but i just couldn't sleep....

then i went to my lappie and started browsing through my MOVIES file... and i wanted to watch this movie, Another Cinderella Story

Selena Gomez is my third favourite Disney Female Teen Star... alongside with Ashley Tisdale and Brenda Song... so maybe... the story line sucks... but seeing a sweet girl like her might make the movie a lot better... (Wa ai kun liao writing this, but still, wanna finish before forgetting anything)

um~ after this movie... i went to bed at 5 and thank god that i can sleep...


24th of October
Rise and shine for a beautiful morning... but i snoozed my alarm until Chiayee messaged me... right after that i called Ying to wake up... luckily she picked up the phone and off i went for a bath...

damn i felt really tired... i only had about 3 hours of sleep... and i haven't done any tutorial homework.... darn it...

then Chiayee asked me to go down ... so i switched off my lappie... put on my Converse then go~ and i walked to Chiayee's house... Chiayee was outside on Chooihan's motor.. oh well... he said that he and i was going to take bike straight down to Ipoh... like i trusted him... but he looked serious so i might as well bought it....

we went to Tian Xing Yuan for breakfast... and i just woke up for like an hour and the half and Chiayee laughed about almost 3 things on me...

first... i thought that i saw some Police Car around so i asked Chiayee to look... he looked back at me and laughed at me... i thought that i saw the Police Car with the Siren on it... but it turned out to be some BLUE basket on some white car...

second, i went to order this Chicken Rice... and i said i wanted 白鸡(in cantonese) and somehow i heard the auntie said Bak H--... Chiayee laughed like hell and i was like so humiliated... and 3rd... the fact that we are taking Kinta Bus to Ipoh... oh well... we survived the thriller....

then um~ Me, Chiayee, Chowyang and Jiayi went to Jeram to send his car back to Jiayi's hometown and then, aboard the same bus that YingYing, Linyun, Peifeng, Poufessor and Jeff boarded back at Kampar...

so i went up to the bus with the 3 hooligans... i suck at balancing on bus... but the driver was harsh enough to accelerate right before i found my seat... so i sat down in front of Jiayi and started to put on Earphone...

and then um i bought my ticket and began to enjoy the scenery around... YingYing came to sit with me for some reason...

the CONFLICT~
i was listening to my favourite Song from Beyonce - Satellites... and an indian guy came to check my ticket... so i recalled my trip to Ipoh in Kinta with my brother... they checked and i pocket them... so i did the same...

i took out the ticket... gave him a glance... and i was sure that he was mouthing something... this is what i heard

'in your eyes. love's alive'
'ci sin ga nei' - this means, you are a lil bit out of your mind in Cantonese...

i didn't know why... i was smilling at him... why was i smiling at him? YingYing looked at me... and i finally took off my earphone... i asked, what did he say?

YingYing just said 'don't care about him'

ooh ooh, to get you out of the imagination... Poufessor had a picture of him...


but i was sure that he was scolding me for listening to songs on bus... maybe... as i puzzled all the stories that my friends said behind..

and i heard Peifeng said 'hey, he's leaving, he's leaving....'

then i took a glance to the back... Chiayee and Jiayi went to the back of the bus and i heard

'NAK TURUN CEPAT TURUN~!' this was Peifeng's voice...

'BALIK MAKAN UBAT~!' this was Chowyang's voice... i was like cracking myself up... what the hell was wrong with that guy...

and um~ we went to Ipoh Parade first... i went to the highest floor first... to see what's going on with those small shops which made me think of Sungei Wang... so i looked around... someone blocked our way... it was some charity workers... they asked us to go in and i saw Cookies all around... i was powerless.. i asked who made them.. they said that it was those who had Down Syndromes and everything... sickness... without second thoughts, i grab Chocolate chip Cookies and i paid... well, it's good to donate... then i FINALLY SAW MY WALLET ~! RED~! bought it again, without second thoughts...

we went to hunt for Chiayee's shorts... oh my.. his shorts was hard to find... i was like searching all around... finally Chiayee bought one... but Chiayee, wear it with longer shirt which can cover the flyer k?

then um~ where was i then? oh yea... i had to go to Hang Ten since i wanted a PLAIN Black Tee and Hang Ten was the best that i can get... i saw those colours... how could i forget RED? so i bought one RED and BLACK... and even better, Chiayee and Peifeng accompanied me to buy a pair too... damn, i was damn hell poor after i got the both of them... but it was worth it...

and um... since we had nothing to do, or were we waiting for something that time? we sat down for the energy boost... um~
oh well, well said tho...

and um, finally they decided to disconnect their butts out of the chair and we were on the move to Yik Foong since Poufessor wanted a speaker... i mean, all the guys wanted a speaker... the variety ones.. aicks...

and we were standing by the bus stop, hoping to get a bus... Jiayi asked the bus driver whether they are like, heading to somewhere (not sure where tho)... um, as you can see from the previous picture, i am holding a WHITE plastic bag right? yea, inside was the latest issue of CLEO... and um, i was holding on tight and some man was pushing us out of the way and somehow he pushed me too.. the sharpy pointy end of the magazine was like piercing through the fats of my tummy... i was like what the and looked at the guy... thank god that pain lasted for only a few minutes...
and off we go...

then, to the Yik Foong to search for Poufessor's Speaker... it's funny that Poufessor was the one was searching but Peifeng was the one to buy it... i was really really sure that Peifeng was going to try this speaker with Sweet Dreams... nice BASS~! BOOM BOOM POW!


and um~

we went to the bus stand... and somehow...
what was he doing then?

'hey, that indian!'

and i quickly looked around... that purple uniform... ooh that evil colour on him... but suddenly was afraid... i wasn't really sure... maybe because it was the first time i got scolded for some minor reason on Bus... and i went hiding behind Chiayee... Chiayee stood in front of me... ALL of us, including me were like looking at him... he too, looked at the area around us... and kinda avoided....

then they started gossiping... and suddenly Jeff was like 'later, i am sure that we are going to be on the same bus..' and i did a flip in my stomach... then um~ we went up to a bus...

YEA, he came up though.... i was holding the ticket... grasping it... Linyun suggested that i sit at the window side... and i was totally avoiding that indian by looking out of the window... Chiayee took my ticket and insisted to help me to show to that indian...

when that Indian came, he started to ask things.... i heard Chiayee and Peifeng said 'you just now scolded her Chi Sin, and hey, she is my friend all right...'

as i heard, Linyun said that he was afraid that he might get fired... oh well.... i'll never forget this day...

um~

The bus put us at the road side and we have to walk back to Peifeng's house... WALK~! my leg was like aching and i was glad that i had a nap back on bus... 40 minutes of walk can kill you instantly~

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Deji - Deji Volume 57 - feeling a lil weird today

22nd of October

i seriously ignored my alarm today~ i was like... i don't feel like going to school... school might not be interesting today since i wasn't talking to Chiayee... i don't know... i don't take assignments as games, i don't play it around like rubik's cube... i just... i go REALLY REALLY serious when it comes to assignments...

basically, i used to wake chiayee up by calling... so, not to be that angry, i called him... he did pick up... but i waited him to respond first... and sent 'wake up now' then hung up... if someone was at my side, they'd be like 'wow, that was harsh chlo'

Puiyee came to fetch me first... the both of us... i dare say, we didn't talk to Chiayee i think... we didn't even say Hi or Good Morning like we used to... just the boring old journey to UTAR...

i went into the same theater hall with Chiayee and Linyun... i chose one perfect spot and i went asking them to slide in because i prefer to sit near to the centre so i can have the best view of the slides.. Chiayee was suppose to sit with me, but then i heard Chiayee said 'Ni San Yuan Yi dian Linyun...' which means that she sat way further than me... hard to fight back and i just sat on my spot... poor linyun today was the middle person

so i was listening (damn hell, this is one serious problem, i am not talking to my beloved brother, i can't even concentrate... not even to my beloved teacher Miss Siti), i was like sending message to YingYing, i wrote 'GIONG LO~!' that means it's getting cold between me and Chiayee~

then i put my handphone back into my bag... and i was thinking all those solution... what should i do... i wasn't concentrating.. i only copy notes to 'enhance'~

then i felt vibration from my phone.. i was going to ignore because it might be rude to do it in front of Miss Siti... but i used to do that... no offense... then i think... maybe YingYing wanted to see me outside... so i made responce~

Chiayee sent me a message to apologize... that was sweet... to be frank, i was going to cry~ i didn't know that i might make someone to say sorry this way... but the cruel of me think, sending apologies through phone is not that...... well said~

so i chose to ignore (sorry Chiayee)

then i went out of class... um~ it was nice to see Waiseng out there... he is the first Liang Zai i ever saw in my class... oh well.. some other rumours about him circulating~ then um~... Puiyee's class was out... totally, when i was mad (which became much better after a day), people who made me mad turns invicible... Jiayi came out and was like 'AH MA~!' i looked at him and i turned away... i went to withdraw money instead... then the load of us, except for Chowyang's assignment group, went to see JT (our web page practical lecturer)

then um~ when i was going to consult JT, Chiayee came... and he was standing beside me.. i was pretending that i didn't see him and i tried to look away... but then he asked to apologize... i wasn't smiling... and i looked at him...

'Chiayee, come out with me for a while, could you?'

and he went out with me... Jiayi was like 'Chiayee, i'm gonna miss you..' he said that as i was going to eat Chiayee for some reason~

so we went out... to the staircase... he was clearly afraid of me... i was looking at him... 'who's suggestion was that actually?'

he couldn't answer... so i told him that i have phobia of assignment problems as i had them in sem one... i was like~ i was really afraid of these kinds of problem...

then.. one case... Chiayee was about to break down... i was like? oh my god... i think i've gone too far... i'm sorry, i'm sorry~~~~~~

i hate to see my beloved Chiayee, rubbing, oh well, fluids of his face... i really do felt hurt... i really do....

so then Puiyee came to see what happened... and just so that JT was back and we went to attack him first... YAY~! our assignment is back on track~

then to Chowyang's group in the room... and i was waiting outside... while Chiayee came out, he asked me to go to one corner with him, and asked me to continue scolding him~...

i wasn't going to scold him, i wasn't going to scold anybody... i just wanted to express my feeling, that's all... i wasn't going to get violent for any reason~ i was like going to cry because i was really afraid that Deja Vu is happening again~ so i told him it's alright ... we were good... yay me~

so um~ we went to Ipoh~ HAPPY me that i am going to have my WHITE Coffee today... but when i reached to Wooley Food Court, i've forgotten the purpose... i wanted WHITE Coffee, but instead i ordered Sea Coconut... oh my...

then um~ i was a lil bit regret but then Patrick suggested on going to Old Town WHITE Coffee to order a take away... SPLENDID IDEA~! thanks kor~

so after sending Zoey back to her house... i went to get my cuppa... what's a coffee if it's not steaming hot? so i ordered one hot WHITE Coffee instead~ and we went RUSHING back to class... as we were late for our Web Page Design...

Puiyee was hell of a driver when she was in rush... SPEED LIKE DEVIL~!

and we reached Kampar safely and we went to DDK as fast as possible.....


At Night...

i was feeling a little bit GUILTY that i can't send Puiyee back home... oh well, Chowyang's car was full.. so uh~ i decided to draw back and went accompany Chiayee and Patrick instead~

and i reached home... things get a little bit emotional... i was like losing everything... maybe because i felt really really bad for not sending Puiyee back... oh well..

after that, i think i was doing this blog... suddenly, CHIANG WEI SHAN~!

someone shouted my name... i was sure it was those hooligans... then i peeked through my window... it was Chiayee... so i went down and saw a Kenari there... Dad sold my Kenari and now i need a drive in it to get back my feeling~ my first ever car...

oh well...

so i took those keys from Chowyang and hella~ DRIVE~! i wasn't really familiar with the gear shift already because i am kinda used to Vios... and Chowyang's accelerator was kinda hard to be stepped... it's okay... as long as i am in my old car, i am happy... so i went around the Oxford housing area and back to where we belonged...

oh well...

then um, we went to Peifeng's house and i started to see Peifeng to work on the website~ i was so pressured but today i didn't even have mood to work on that... i just sent the description ...

and i was playing Professor's Lappie and suddenly...

'I'VE FOUND COOKIES~!'

regardless i was playing my favourite website, the Facebook, i went out straight... i was holding Yingying's hand and asked her to bring me out to find... and we went out with John's car~ they said that it was one auntie, she brought cookies out for a walk...

i miss her... GONNA HACK HER BACK~!

after we gave in, we went back straight to Peifeng's house... and since Chiayee was alone with the Play Station, and the Play Station is running my favourite Capcom, second favourite Capcom GAME, Marvel vs. Capcom
yea... i used to like Captain America... he's the best hero that i used to use... but now? Chiayee was creaming me out for no reason... ARGH~!

argh, i miss this game and i was like fighting with Chiayee of the controller like i used to fight with my brother... it seems that Chiayee has the ability to make me feel like a child ... i love Capcom~!

so after that... Chiayee asked me whether wanna go back or not, i was like dilly delly a lil bit only i left... but what the heck, the motor's at our hands, we can go anywhere...

'where you wanna go?'

'anywhere that makes you happy la' and i suggested to go right right after the main entrance of the New Town... it leads to Tapah~ and then, while we were not speeding, Chiayee ran over a hole and somehow...

'shoot, i dropped my phone...' he said... and i took a peek into the small compartment where is made to put stuffs... i saw only Chiayee's wallet and no phone... he is telling the truth this time... so he turned back... and we started to find... then i saw cars, motorbikes and lorries kept on passing by where we dropped the phone... i think Chiayee was getting nervous though...

then we started searching... i saw the pocket~! but i see the pocket was kinda , how do i say this.. not even... so i thought the phone was crushed... i quickly went to pick it up...

NO PHONE??~~!!!!!

then i started to search again... luckily.. the phone was thrusted about 3 feets away from it's pocket... poor chiayee... the phone was scratched... but fortunately that it wasn't smashed into pieces... aicks~

so we went for a ride... this is the longest bike ride i've ever had... um~ i had fun, really... and maybe chiayee knew that i was in a suck up mood so he gave me half a bar of Dark Chocolate of Tolberone... thankies my dear...

Chiayee fetched me home after that... i was exhausted i dare say and it was almost 3... i tried to stay awake because i am gonna call puiyee up, afraid that she might miss the stop.. so i called her at 3.30...

Peifeng was in a suck up mood too... don't know why though~

Deji - Deji Volume 56 - now i know the meaning of it~

22nd of October

I've been saying goodnight to Chiayee since i was going to be like... argh, i can't open my eyes.. i didn't have nap because i was waiting for Puiyee's call in the afternoon...

we were chatting about our assignments.. yea... discovering things to be discovered...

'they all said wanna switch peifeng and fenglin...'

i was thinking... so, peifeng is in my group, and fenglin is in chowyang's group, oh are they switching groupmates?

i was like 'WHAT? i thought that things are going the way that we wanted... well, not exactly not what we ALL wanted~'

puiyee broke the news to me... and peifeng happened to know about it... i was like all blurry...

then suddenly chowyang came and asked me to open the door.... things were getting weird... they needed peifeng back...

i was kinda feeling weird lately... i was like... what the hell is going on? who suggested this?

this question is still remain as an unknown... i don't know... i don't want to know...

suddenly they said 'nothing much, we were just playing around...'

and someone said something to make Puiyee left home with anger... i assume that was anger because puiyee wrote 'ma de, pek chek la~!'

so i thought... damn, this is one problem made by someone that maybe i can help to solve it... so i locked all my doors and went straight to puiyee's house...

i was calling Puiyee and Puiyee kept on decline my phone...

'ah, puiyee,' i was thinking ' i wasn't in this together ~~~~'

then FINALLY she answered my phone...
and i went in to her room~

we chatted ... i know... the both of us were angry... Puiyee maybe will let it off but i am not that fast... when i am REALLY REALLY angry at someone, it will last quite long... quite~

i don't know, i don't take this as a game, i don't take this as a thing to be played... i take this as a play... a play of cruelty, a play which makes you wonder a lot...

guys, i really don't feel like being part of this game anymore... things are getting bad... i've been through this in sem 1 and i thought that we are all in this together... guess we're not... we're not happy now... we are not~ i don't want to go through the same thing as i went in the last sem~ i hated it~

Deji - Deji volume 55 - Tragic Loss

2oth of October

after my dinner, oh well, i kinda missed my mum's porridge since i didn't get to eat any back at Kuantan, um, i went straight back home, did some laundry and then ... played some of my Heroes III~ yea, i love this GAME a lot... it's a GAME which... oh well, nothing~

um~ i wanted to go to bed, seriously because of the 6 hours of practical and lectures... oh well, didn't really pay attention to any of them except for Mass Comm~ a real shock alright~

i was going to sleep... then i couldn't find any ways to sleep... i can't really really breathe so i woke up again and sat in front of my lappie again...

and i found that my friends were like arguing about going out to eat Sherbet or not... i was like... okay... i can go and accompany them but NO ICE FOR THE THROAT~!

then ... we went... ah gek sam.. i like to eat ice but i can't touch a thing... then Puiyee pulak said wanna buy coke with salt for me... haha... in the end, for being GUAI LAN, i got a 100 PLUS instead... that's a drink that i'll never find nice... but i bedazzled the can though... fun~!

since yingying wanted to go to Peifeng's house to take back her bike... but when i reached there (supposingly i was the slowest), and i saw them running around... and John was like explaining something... i didn't know what happened~

'Cookie's gone'

i was shock that YingYing came up with those words... Cookies? baby little Chihuahua? GONE? i was going to buy a leash for her when i am at Ipoh for Michael... damn, not now...

so we cycled around to find poor little Cookies... this is the day that Cookies' name was in my head for all the time...

i miss ya Cookies~~




21st of October

hmm~ i was swallowing my saliva down the throat while waking up (even when the alarm wasn't ringing) and i get to know that i am having infection, more to be like Throat Aching... argh~ i hate it when this happens.. that means i can't get to eat spicy stuffs... i miss those food~

so i woke up after looking at my phone dropped onto the floor due to the vibration... i can't explain this though... i went for a shower... but this time i didn't shower my head, freezing...

and i called Chiayee wake up and made myself one nice cup of GREEN Tea... i miss those Days when i am sipping GREEN Tea in an air-conditioned room~ nice~

when to school for Fundamentals of Marketting... i call it... Economics ~episode II~

one boring lecture... and a boring lecturer too~

Deji - Deji Volume 54 - sick sick

20th of October

I know i am sick... but the last time i was sick, i think it was Days before SPM... now? i played with Cookies and i get sick... oh well, sore throat, dry throat, phlegme and oh well, shiver....

shit, i hate the beginning of Flu~!

and um~ today is the first day of Practical of Web Page Design... and i get to hate this subject once i see the teacher... yea, Mr. LJT~! hualiao, i knew i wasn't gonna get away with him... shoot, i've been snoozing off at his classes since last sem~

codes and everything... i love to see the result, and now you want me to learn the process? thanks UTAR...

um~ we get to elect the group leaders and members... i was doing a flip in my stomach.. i hate this... I HATE THIS~! i really really really wanted Puiyee, YingYing, Chooihan and Linyun to be in the same group with me... because we Connected...

for some reason, Professor (no doubt), Chowyang (still no doubt) and I (Doubtful) were elected as the leaders of our gang... so i was thinking... shoot, who am i gonna choose, when it comes to computer, Professor's the genius... but now we have to be seperated... Au Revoir...

then... right after Puiyee finished the names for us three leaders to elect... Professor was the first one to pick out 4... then i did...

1st - Linyun
2nd - Puiyee
3rd - Foonglin

"WAIT~! i did twice on Foonglin, i left out Crystal...' shouted Puiyee...

i wasn't paying too much attention on Puiyee then because the last name was with me... then i opened it...

4th - Peifeng

ah~ settle everything... 5 of us in the Web Page Design group...

then...

Puiyee said that Chowyang got another name of Foonglin so the both of us has to make another vote... Puiyee wrote their name down again and we took the papers...

i was like opening the thing SLOWLY~~~~~~~ SLOWLY...

'you are taking Crystal...' said Chowyang...

okay...

the 5 of us in a group... Foonglin was out...

then...

'why don't i have a group? where's my name?'

clumsy little Puiyee left out Chiayee... i was HOPING that Chiayee could come to my group... i seriously needed HELP~!

no doubt, he went with Chowyang... Gek Sim ha~~~~~~

haha...

then... we went to Writing for Business... i don't even feel like talking about this... the teacher was PLAIN BORING~! ARGH~!

then... i had a snack, my healthy Watermelon Snack and off we go to the last lecture of the day, Writing for Mass Communication...

Mr.Abel-To-Let-Us-Snooze-In-The-Class was teaching us and i was so damn hell bored... Communication and Public Speaking, in my opinion, it's quite the same...

and so... the LAST BID~! the election of the CourseRep...

'CHIANG WEI SHAN'

MA FEATHERS, who said my name? i was quite sure that i heard a blend of Chiayee, Jiayi and YingYing's voice... i wasn't sure about the others... my stomach did another flip~ what the FEATHERS~! my name was mentioned in the class? COURSEREP?? YOU'VE GOT TO BE JOKING~!

i was going to cry of shock, i was thinking, my mind wasn't in the class... CourseRep? people cry because of this position.. i can't do this... no, not me... i can't~

WONG KOK WAI~!

glad that YingYing brought this name up so i got a lil bit of distraction... he is what they called "BAOSAM"...

CHONG JIA YI~!

BAM~! another victim from my group... i was like... what are they playing? it's one hard work~!

'so will the three person please stand up? the class wants to know your faces... CHIANG WEI SHAN?'

i stood up... damn, i am used to be called Chloe in UTAR, not this name... no~!

'so who is voting for Chiang Wei Shan?'

YAY~! NOT ONE OF THOSE~! YAY ME~! i was like JUMPING for JOY but then, i was a little bit wanna torture Chiayee for bringing my name up~ gek sam~!

Deji - Deji Volume 53 - wa ai die liao~

20th of October

we had the first class together yesterday... i know... Management Studies... i don't even know what was that all about before entering the class... but after, i don't even know what was that all about too~

well, i don't know, the only thing that came into my mind was about Professor's voice "CEO ha... neh, CEO is here..."... i don't know, i got the name right after my presentation of the Econs, i was playing the CEO role... rock on man~!

then um~ i accompanied Puiyee to fix her car... don't think too much, i wasn't the technician... we hired someone... and bloody, that bloody little battery cost 170 each~ i rather put in Chiayee's AA battery...

i missed Cookies... (people been asking me why did i come up with the name Cookies... oh well, here's the explanation, i'd love to name a dog Cookies because, i had that wish since i was young and um~ i love cookies... even my Pet Society's Pet is named Cookies... cute little dog...) and i used to like, hate those kind of breed... Chihuahua... their ears are freakishly large... but when i see Cookies on John's video... i get to love her...

then i got too attached to her and played with her all around... (technically, played with Peifeng all around because she LOVES Peifeng a lot~)

and yea, i was like... starting to get REALLY REALLY TIRED last night and THANK GOD the savior (puiyee) said she wanted to go home and have her beauty sleep...

but i can't SLEEP~! i reached home... was going to end Ken's conversation... i was really really tired ... and um~ for some reason, yesterday night... i was a little bit afraid of the dark... so i didn't turn off my lappie and let Beyonce's I Am... Sasha Fierce run in my Media Player and i went straight to bed...

but then my eyes were open.... WIDE~!

and i closed them again...

'tattoo your name across my heart, so it will remain...'

that was my message tone... who would message me this late?

Jack asked me to wake him up... as their Grandmama / Sister to Chiayee, this must be done... then i went to bed again...

eyes wide open again... so i thought...

MY COLLECTION FOR SUITE LIFE OF ZACK AND CODY...

since i am going to let my lappie run for the whole day, i attemped to download my favourite series of all time...

after clicking the Download button, i went to bed again...

eyes wide open again...

then i went to my lappie and started facebooking again...

there was two notifications... ( i love to click this thing it's because it's RED~!)

then i went to bed again.. Sweet Dreams was on... then i knew i should sleep...

in the process of sleeping... i can see myself was coughing and swallowing my phlegme all day... i can't really sleep...

then i woke up once at 4, once at 7 something... then my phone rang... my alarm...

i have to get up now...

i switched on my MSN and went to bath... for some reason i was a little bit afraid to step into the shower... i was freezing... then i knew my flu is coming... damn... i hate the STARTING of it..

then after my bath i sat in front of my lappie again...

i had to have a cup of coffee... warm and yet, awake... i am GOING TO HAVE 6 HOURS OF LECTURE TODAY~!

gan ko la~

Deji - Deji Volume 52 - oh happy day

18th of October

if only that i have my phone with me so i can check who is having their birthday today... 18th... i am sure there's someone with this date... oh well...

so uhm~ yea i never could've imagine that my Life is that boring back in Kampar... maybe for today...

i woke up kinda early this morning... 10 something, it's early for me shiish~~~ yea, the alarm worked for me... the Michael Jackson's OU~! repeatedly... i love that guy~

then daddy brought me out for lunch~ yea... dont ask, my family likes early lunch and dinner... weird ha~

then um~ daddy left at about 12 something... yea... i am still mad at the fact that my sister didn't tell the truth... still... it remains as my fault~

then uh~ i went back to my room... i know... BORING~! i didn't know what to do except for singing and internet... so i arranged my study desks and did some washing~ i had LOADS of notes to be thrown and i missed that chance to burn them in Professor's house... or maybe he didn't organize Notes Burning Day~ i don't know

so um~ then i sat in front of my lappie again... the first thing i typed on google is Ayumi Hamasaki... still ... no updates from her... hoping for new songs from her... sooner or later, i don't know...

then Beyonce~ OH OH~! IDEA~! why don't i watch The Beyonce Experience before i go hunt for the DVD?

this is the album cover... i love how she does this... i mean, it's elegant... yet Beyonce-ish..

the first song... Crazy In Love... i like this song... and it's so high up in the air that she done it bee-rilliantly in this World Tour... i felt like dancing (chiayee, don't think too much, i didn't dance while watching this)

then a few songs later... i didn't feel like watching... maybe because i am not familiar with her old songs... songs from her first and second solo album.... songs from Destiny's Child... very unfamiliar except for some songs...

that does it... not gonna buy this... wait, if the I Am... Sasha Fierce is going for the DVD version, i feel like buying it.. or maybe save my cash for Adam Lambert's first album? or maybe? Ayu's next album? or maybe? oh my... loads loads loads loads of cash to be saved~

Deji - Deji Volume 51 - Bad Day

17th of October

3 person, 3 person's Birthday to wish... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GEEKEONG, CLARA and WAISENG~!

well, one short wish though... gonna get back to my hectic Life...

um~ my gold olde W380i died... i meant... the Battery died when i was half way messaging Peifeng... i was like... DAMN~! ARGH~! my contacts and everything~~

i was so pissed at my phone but when i see my phone get quarantined in that EVIL shop, i felt sad for it.. i am sure... she is going to miss mummy... don't worry, mummy will come and get you as soon as possible okay? promise~~~

um~ yea... i started my journey back to kampar... and yea... ONE ROUGH ONE~! because you have to go through the Genting and down the hill again~ i can do well up... but down? no way man~

so at about half way.... I KNEW that my mother was going to mention about the message... i mean, please, it will never go away in our family...

so my mum was...

'eh Weien(my sister's name), that time you sent your laptop to Ah Wei Kor ha?'

'yea ah mummy....' my sister replied

'then ah Shan (my name) sent what message ha? Wei kor kor said very rude wor'

still, she doesn't admit... i also didn't feel like telling the truth.. i was always thinking that the problem will go away with time... but it won't...

and yet, i caught back all those hatred i had for my sister... i didn't feel like talking to her... a sudden feel like i don't even feel like talking to her, don't feel like trusting her...

it was a rough journey where i was like.... ARGH~! got all blurred in the eyes... then put on Beyonce and BLAST IT ALL AROUND~! then my father asked me to take off those earphones.. okay fine~~~ fine~~~~~~~ argh~~~~ gek sam ha~~~

i didn't really eat lunch... i was thinking... how am i going to survive those mother side family dinner... maybe they will interrogate me and everything... and i might end up being weak... argh... i dare not imagine...

then um~

reached kampar... LOADS of cleaning to do... i mopped the floor twice... cleaned my "food" table... and i left my study desk uncleaned due to the time given by dad... and um~ went to Ipoh for dinner...

Dinner was MEH~! because i was too picky on food.. .and i don't really like fried stuff~

and um~ we went to Jusco... i was going to hunt for my RED sweater because it's gonna be bulky if i bring my WHITE one out... and um~ no luck to tell the truth~~

then then... i have to eat this GREEN Tea Ice-Cream.. my favourite that is~ i just love it~

Deji - Deji Volume 50 - what is going on?

15th of October

Sien nia~ sien nia~ i used to be like looking forward for my sister to come back.... but this time i am not... i do admit... that i am still angry~ because i hate being accused for being rude but i was helping a person? it's like 好心没有好报~

i was disgusted by that 'using' attitude and taking the credit... and yea... she's MUCH closer to cousin brother... even treating her to movies and everything... and me? yea... one Rude little cousin...

Fill in the Blanks that man... fill in the blanks...

i was thinking of talking my father to letting me go on accounting... which before i tried to attempt this "suicide", i know it's going to be a major no no~

just... when i finished my conversation with Ken and Peifeng's message was on the queue... he came up and talked to me...

not just talked..

with those angry face and that angry pointing finger, pointing at me... saying

'you must study hard and MUST take accountning in degree.'

then he went for a shower...

came out

'you got that?'

i didn't really reply him... Peifeng's message was on my hand and my lappie's on and i was looking at my lappie.. why is he bringing this up Days before i go back to Kampar... and this makes me wanted to start packing even though my journey starts on saturday...

yea... i don't know... this is the place where i can feel all those pressure... and i am damn hell pressured only talking to him... i mean, as i heard my sister said, dad wanted an accountant in the family... my elder brother TeenYuen is taking ACCA in Penang... why can't he release me...

oh yea...

i am a daughter~ no freedom is the code

Deji - Deji Volume 49 - Beyonce's Disappear

13th of October

3rd entry today... but i really wanted to tell the world that, i finally found one song that is related to what i have right now~~

If I begged and if I cried
Would it change the sky tonight
Would it give me some light
Should I wait for you to call?
Is there any hope at all
Are you drifting by?

When I think about it
I know that I was never there or even cared
The more I think about it
The less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you I, can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)

And when I lie all by myself
I see your face, I hear your voice
My heart stays faithful
And time has come and time has passed
If its good it's got to last
It feels so right

When I think about it
I know that I was never there or even cared
The more I think about it
The less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You, you disappear

I missed all the signs
One at a time you were ready
What did I know starting our lives
Now my love, I'm ready to shine

When I think about it
I know that I was never there or even cared
The more I think about it
The less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here
And then you disappear
You disappear, you disappear
You disappear, disappear  

Deji - Deji Volume 48 - Sushi Sushi and Chicken~~

13th of October

Mum wanted me to withdraw some money from the Yayasan Pahang thing so i decided to wake up early, only that i slept back for half an hour and willing to get my lazy butt off the bed... ARGH~! i hate getting up early but then my class starts next week.. i have to wake myself up~ so i sent a message to Peifeng and ask him to wake me up~ hahaha~~~

then uh~ we went to CIMB Bank and i started to sit there, there is this channel on Trailers.. so i recalled a movie... a movie that i wanted to watch REALLY BADLY~! EVERYTHING'S ON MICHAEL JACKSON~! if i am in Kuantan that time, i am sure that i will spend this movie with my mum~ Chiayee told me about this... but since his death, i began to respect him and started to listen to his songs and even worship the Performance that his sister made for him (BLOODY NICE PERFORMANCE) and downloaded one VERY NICE song from him... Scream...

then uh~~ since the Sushi King is doing some Bonanza Promotion, Mum decided to bring us to eat... so we went to Sushi King~~

i was a little bit happy to be there.. oh well, in my opinion, Sushi King is a place where i spent with my friends~ ALL of the times, except for this, i came with my friends though~

not really surprisingly, my cousin brother Houi Houi was there, maybe to challenge himself... Challenge? see why i used that..
that is what i say... Houi Houi was the one behind the stacks~

and i was hunting for RED plates... yay me~~

then then then then... Puiyee wanted a shopping trip before she goes back to Kampar... so i decided to accompany her ... and Mum dropped me off at her house and off we went to Megamall to buy something *this is a Secret*

so uh~ what did i buy huh? ARH~! MORE RED EARRINGS~! YAY MUAH~! i love it today ... but it is SO DAMN HARD to hunt for a RED cup~~

so at about 3 something... my brother called, he asked me to go back, and said one sentence that i used to say to my sister 'Hey, faster come back, Papa's angry'

this sentence... i dare say that i didn't even care, i was like 'yea right' and i hung up the phone... Puiyee's leaving tomorrow so let me have this blame... Dad must be mad~~

after megamall we went straight to Parkson Ria... arh, this brings back memories... i love the Dislee there.... i went there to eat my favourite Tomyam Meehoon~ but then, maybe they changed their chef, it's not the same anymore...

then~ i went to Puiyee's house for a sit... i was like... argh, seeing her packing all her stuffs~ i wanted to go to that trip with them, so badly... Daddy arh~~~~~~

then with a can of shandy, we sat down for a movie treat... Confessions of a Shopaholic.... since i read the book, this might not be interesting... but hey, i was wrong... seeing all those brands like Prada, Yves Saint Lauren, Gucci... EVERYTHING~! is like... oh my... HEAVENS~!

Dinner time, we went to 1Malaysia again~ i know... this time, althought there's one is not one of our family member, i have my Granny here and i talked all day with her~~

since i requested to drink some Western Soup to this uh... the Chef, Alex~ so he cooked something for us... READY???

THERE~! the 2 Colours Soup

GREEN - Spinach and Leeks
WHITE - Couliflower

it's very nice though... but i like the Spinach Better... the couliflower is way too creamy for me...

and um~~ Granny is having operation next week... her eyes~... i am starting to get worried... Granny... but i was like

'har? Granny? eye operation ha? can de la~ wear one Sunglasses very COOL de wor~~ nice nice... if you cannot get one sunglasses, you take mine k?'

oh i am gonna miss my granny~ LOVE YA~!