Deji - Deji Volume 265 - Trust? Puhlesss

30th of September

I thought, when people hitting the 20 road, they might get their head hit by some hard metal or something so they can think in their right mind. Like doing things adults do - Minding your own business.

Some people, they hate changes. Or selfishly saying, they don't want things to change because they are used to the old ones.

Okay, i've changed. I always think that i change, it would be for the better, but can't you just be happy for me?

I thought friends would be there to be happy for you when you're happy. I thought friends are there to hold your hands and tell you things going to get better?

I want to be happy so can you please stop ruining my life? jeez~!

Deji - Deji Volume 264 - Ayumi Hamasaki

Post for the 2nd of October

Happy Birthday my all time favourite singer Ayumi Hamasaki~

thanks for letting me know you

thanks for letting me get to know the meaning of Japanese songs

thanks for letting me know the culture of Japan

thanks for letting me learn some of the Japanese words

thanks for letting me know giving up ain't the only choice

thanks for letting me know having a crush on someone is a healthy thing to do

thanks for letting me know having a positive mind is a healthy thing to do

thanks for letting me know the existence of vibrato

thanks for letting me know the existence of happiness

thanks for letting me know the existence of fairyland

thanks for letting me know that everyone has a secret

thanks for everything

Deji - Deji Volume 263 - teehee~

29th of September

oh well... see... this morning i tried SO HARD to wake up early in the morning. But then, it seems that the alarm has no effect on me .. at all. I heard Bill Kaulitz, i pressed, i snoozed, i slept.

Daddy stormed into my room and demanded me to get up in 10 minutes so i could join him for dinner. And then i promised mummy to accompany her to have a shopping trip. Mummy wanted to get those basic tees from Padini like i did with mine. And so, we went to East Coast Mall!

there's my newest member to my scarf army. Teal. Pay NO attention to my eyes, i was way too tired.

Mummy drove at first and we walked around. We went to the Nokia center because my sister's phone has conked off and she needed a new Nokia phone. Then i have to change my plastic wrap on my phone. After that we headed to Padini.

Mummy went to try on the basic tee and i tried on a singlet (mum used to let me wear my singlet but now she forbids them. But imma now try to prove to her that she was wrong for it making me so skinny)

Before~

yes i couldn't argue with that. i looked skinny shit but then...

like someone retarded. So ended up didn't buy. For a change, mummy applied me a Padini card. yay!

after shopping around the East Coast Mall. We went to Zsa Zsa boutique to see some clothes. Mum's a buyer of dress. I've always wanted an overall like the above...

this is the back view... And it's in my favourite Starbuckies GREENIE version. oh my god... but fine, it costs about 70 bucks. i couldn't afford things like that. Besides, mum's gonna be totally furious if i buy some little fabric for only 70 bucks... (and oh yea fashion tips: dun pair this overall with polo tee, sucks like fishy sucks)

After shopping, i went to Grace's house to have my dinner... guess what my granny cooked?

This is the only pork meat that i love... granny's famous chinese pork chop... Hot gravy on plain rice? SURPRISE ME!

not to mention mummy cooked us some poisonous food - crab. Oh yea, seafood is a poisonous food. Be sure to excrete after a moment of "Under The Sea"

Mum even bought me a Dauphinoise Potato for supper... yay

Deji - Deji Volume 262 - Birthday Girl!

27th of September

weii Ying Ying.. happy birthday!! sorry lei cannot be there celebrate... 2 years dy i feel so sorry to you...

But now lea, i am in a project o! i am a woman on a mission. jiu.. wait for that thing la...

Enjoy your 19th birthday o!

Deji - Deji Volume 261 - Love & Death

25th of September

so this is it? Today is the day that i experience the minutes before death thing? and yet i am here typing this blog.

here i go~

I was fetching papa and mama to Taman Gelora and daddy was lecturing me about my driving skills. As in the previous post, you know how i am when someone in the car is a nervous wreck, or a cranky or someone who say bad things about me right? I get a little bit wilder as usual~

then when i was about to reach the junction at the Taman Gelora, opposite that car was turning left, so i guess it was safe for me to turn right. And when i was turning right, suddenly there was one car from the opposite came with a Devilish speed~ i was halfway at the junction there, there's no chance that i am going to stop right? no way, if i stop, we will get knocked.

Without second thoughts, i sped like shit. Just to get off that road. to take a chance. Bloody shit that car didn't slow down. If i were any slower, mum wouldn't be here and i wouldn't be here typing this block.

I don't even want to think about what will happen if...

ah... shake that away shall we.. I am damn shit lucky although dad's lecture still ringing in my ear hard~

I was in a deep shit mood. luckily mum still here. I couldn't be responsible for anything that might've happened just now.

Grace was so sweet to came over to make me laugh by watching so many videos and make up jokes... i love her to death... where will i be without her?

and you... i love you.. thanks for picking up that call.. i appreciate that~~

Deji - Deji Volume 260 - Declaring Bankruptcy

25th of September

ah.. what's nice about Friday? getting a day of from my lungs building and shower a little bit earlier than usual. looking good for a friday night shall we?

as ever, i'm going out on a date with my gracie~~ she always love a movie date... and what's next? The Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen.

mummy made chocolate mousse... luckily mummy reduced the percentage of sugar, if not, diabetes is going to ring my doorbell. I love it. it's just... too chocolatie~

Since this month is Grace Birthday... Padini gave grace a discount card... she asked me to use it with her and so.. i saw this... (instead i was aiming for flats)

the shirt behind. boy i am a lover for a Christmas Green~

not at all tight fit but a-o-kay~ i love it~

So i bought it with chien... and then... right after i bought it... i saw the white and the black one... oh my shit... dad gave me 40 bucks and i don't feel like blowing it all off~? how? but it's hard to find one decent plain white tee... and mine is already worn off... and how? plain white tee is A MUST for your wardrobe people.. FASHION ALERT! PLAIN WHITE TEE!!!

i couldn't get the tees off my mind while i was walking around with grace.. as usual, we walked to SaSa and i wanted to spray that SheWood scent to my jacket... hehe...

left about 30 minutes to the show. we had nowhere to go... then we were like walking without direction~ as i was talking.. telling stories to grace (that's my charm, when it comes to my sister Christmas and her, i couldn't stop talking), then i stopped.. i saw someone familiar.. i saw someone, so cute... so familiar... then ding! he waved at me...

It was David Tsau~~ my little cousin... gosh he lived on the same street with me and still i haven't seen him in YEARS! gosh he looks good~ so nice to have a little cousin like him~

then i really couldn't get the shirt off my mind. ah, who am i kidding. Dad's gonna buy that for me this coming weekend as he said that what i wanted to buy, mark down, he will buy it for me...

so i dragged grace to Padini as the radio on top says "Thank you for shopping at Padini, the shop will be closed soon. Customers should head their way to the counter to make their payment. Thank you".

Ah, i don't care. Shirt is my life. I went there, grabbed a white and a black shirt with printed S sized words and straight to the counter.

40 bucks gone.

but it was worth it!!

the Legend of the Fist.

To be frank, i never thought of watching this movie. But Grace was a BIG fan of Donnie Yen (i remember i took a peek at her desktop with all Ip Man's wallpaper) so it's a treat for her since she accompanied me to watch Inception~

I was expecting to see bloods and violent scenes since it's rated 18... and so ... i was right. I covered my eyes by smelling my Dsquared2 perfume for a change. The way that the Japs killed the victims were way too violent. (no disrespect, i love Ayumi for a change).

In the beginning there was credits. No shocker to see Donnie Yen's name was the first. Then i gave out a 'oh?' when Shu Qi's name was shown. Then i went to mind my phone. Suddenly, Grace tapped me by my shoulder and pointed to the screen...

"SHAWN YUE"

ah~~~ my Seal clapping is out and i let out a squeak.! YAY! one of my favourite Hong Kong Actor alongside with Wong Hei and Bosco Wong~~ yay~~~~~~!!!!

but he came out for like 5 minutes and he got killed. shame~~

why i like Shawn Yue?

his amazing eyes ~ and he took care of Ayu-san when she was in Hong Kong.

i gotta love him~

movie hit the credits when the clock strikes 12. I couldn't believe that people said this is a bad movie. I find out this movie is good... very good for a good chinese movie (i couldn't get my eyes off Shu Qi's lips... so sexy~ Even better than Angelina's). It was nice ... Donnie Yen makes a good actor. The best action choreographer if i might add... eight over ten i rate~

Deji - Deji Special on Survey 7

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: H2O

2. Last phone call: Grace

3. Last text message: Peifeng

4. Last song you listened to: Enrique Igelasias feat. Pitbull - I Like It

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: i always date Grace back here in Kuantan though~

7. Been cheated on: yep~

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: NEVER EVER

9. Lost someone special: nope

10. Been depressed: yeah, once but i hope that was the last one

11. Been drunk and threw up: drunk yes, threw up nope~

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. RED

13. Christmas GREEN

14. WHITE

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: i did!

16. Fallen out of love: oh boy do i?

17. Laughed until you cried: yes!

18. Met someone who changed you: yeap~

19. Found out who your true friends were: yea i did~

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yeap~

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life:all of them~

23. How many kids do you want to have : two the maximum~

24. Do you have any pets: nope

25. Do you want to change your name: add a Chloe ?

26. What did you do for your last birthday?: celebrated by lakeside at 12 and went to campus with a pool of red~

27. What time did you wake up today: 12 pm~

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: bathed and watched drama

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: the time when i get to meet him~

30. Last time you saw your Father: just now~

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: none, i learned from each and every experience i had~

32. What are you listening to right now: Taeyang - Take It Slow (awesome song~!)

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: oh how i wish he was a Kaulitz~

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: no one~~

35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, Plurk and Ayumi Hamasaki Sekai and Tokio Hotel on Ning

36. What's your real name: Chiang Wei Shan

37. Nicknames: Chloe, Chlo, bao~, nuibao, ah ma~

38. Relationship Status: not available

39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius

40. Male or female : female

41. Elementary: SJK (C) Semambu

42. Middle School?: SMK Tengku Afzan

43. High school/college?: UTAR

44. Hair colour: jet black

45. Long or short: short

46. Height: 160cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: nope

48: What do you like about yourself?: my lap~

49. Piercings: ears.

50. Tattoos: nope... maybe not now. haha

51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: does taking that blister out of my hand counts?

53. First piercing: when i was 15

54. First best friend: Joanne Tan

55. First sport you joined: Badminton

56. First vacation: forgotten~

58. First pair of trainers: forgotten

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating:nope

60. Drinking: plain water

61. I'm about to: watch another episode of my drama

62. Listening: Tokio Hotel - Hey Du

63. Waiting: for the day to come

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : yep~

65. Get Married? : for sure!

66. Career?: Wedding Planner~

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: lips

68. Hugs or kisses: kisses

69. Shorter or taller: i am comfortable with myself

70. Older or younger: older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both~

73. Sensitive or loud : a little blend of both

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship!

75. Trouble-maker or hesitant: none of them~

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: never!

77. Drank hard liquor: hard? how hard is hard?

78. Lost glasses/contacts: never

79. Sex on first date: nope~

80. Broken someone's heart: not in my record~

82. Been arrested: never~~~

83. Turned someone down: i did~

84. Cried when someone died?: yep~

85. Fallen for a friend?: yes~

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: sometimes. not always ahha!

87. Miracles : totally!

88. Love at first sight: not ever~

89. Heaven: i do~

90. Santa Claus: nope~~

91. Kiss on the first date: yes~

92. Angels: nope~

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no way that's gonna happen~

95. Did you sing today?: i did

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: never~

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: i'd never~

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: when i was on a roller coaster~

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope~

100. Posting this as 100 truths? : nope.. hehe!