Deji - Deji Volume 82 - Kor's

19th of December

Yay... this gotta be the Saturday that i like... i am seeing my brother today... no no... KEVIN~! dang, this guy been disappeared for like... AH~!

i woke up at 11 ... snoozed the alarm till 11 something... my brother called, he said kor's not gonna reach in 2 hours... so i slept even more... but stopped with the snoozing, because it's like... bad habit you know... and uh...

i went to my elder brother's house and started to wait anxiously for my brother... dang i miss him a lot... he finally reached and brought me and my brother and siak out for lunch...

it wasn't just us, which i expected...

two more friends came along too...

but i find them amusing...

and uh... we went to this Yau Kee for our lunch.. as usual, the famous Curry Chicken in Bread... uh~ Kor started to get out with his kit, took this Camera with HUGE Body and the "gadget" that tests the lighting...

there... the right one is my brother.. so much difference for what i saw a year ago... Kor didn't really talked to me... maybe the age gap... or maybe someother stuffs...

ish~!

after sending me back home... Patrick fetch me out for the second round... because Zoey's here... and you gotta love Zoey...

as usual, we talked a lot of things and i even got scolded by patrick for doing all those works... oh well.. it's me... the EFFIN' ONE~!

then uh... i went to Chowyang's house because i got to know that i have to alter the stupid Web Page Design report... and so i was like finding transport... and lovely, Poufessor was free, so Chiayee asked him to fetch me there...

and so...

it didn't turn out as i expected... they wanted to go to Ipoh... and i was feeling very weird that Chooihan and Puiyee left Ipoh without taking Apple along... didn't want to say much here and so i went because i got convinced by Ying...

then... i was like... damn hell tired and i tried to sleep.... but then there was war in the back seat... NAH~!

haha... and we reached Ipoh Parade and i saw something.... vomiting...

Rojak Tree... i hate it when they OVER DONE christmas tree... it's like... Santa got hit by a pinata...

*shivers*

sorry... back to my story...

uh.. we went to this Tong Sui Kai to eat something Sweet... YAY me for going there because i love Tong Sui~! since it's been a long time that i last touched Lin Chi Kang, why not try the Ipoh version.... bye Green Pea soup...

and then.. .you know what are we going to do next? .... Bodyguards and Assassins...

so weird that ME, was going to watch something that i have no interest of... it's like... HUH?

Chinese movies huh? the Classic one...

but i was wrong... it turned out to be really really good... Shame on Jackie Cheung that he died like 5 minutes from the starting of the movie...

and Chiayee was like laughing at me by asking "where is Sun Zhong" since he appeared in the mid of the movie...

Deji - Deji Volume 81 - From 12th of December

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12th of December

Sorry for not updating this boring olde blog... i've been really really busy since because of presentations and uh... assignments...

12th of December, Daddy came... i was really really happy to see my daddy neh... i woke up quite early in the morning waiting for my daddy to call... and uh... i knew daddy would be late so i ate something before i go for a late lunch with my sister...

and so i was preparing speech for Linyun... daddy came... so i asked daddy to dropped me at Yingying's house so i could give Linyun her speech.. and uh... When daddy, mummy and my sister first saw Yingying, they were like... "dang, is that a sister of Suyin?'

i took a look at Ying... she does look like Suyin (but Ying doesn't think so)... and Daddy brought me to lunch... eventually daddy was tired with his trip... so he decided to drop me and my sister at a shop then he rushed back to Hotel with mummy... and uh... I asked Ying Linyun, Apple and Jeff to go to Seng Yip because i was going there though...

My sister bought herself a 3 figure sunnies... which was totally her thing.. but when i put it on, my sister said i have small head... HAHA... that's what Chiayee and Patrick call me...

and uh... what's funny was that my sister was shocked to listen to the price they offered for a plate of chicken rice.. i was in curiosity....

"in KL, i was expecting RM4.50... but now i am paying less than RM3...'

well, you gotta love the brightside of Kampar...


after lunch, me and my sister went to Grand Kampar... see daddy's posture while he sleeps...

had a little talk with my daddy alright... as usual, he asked the same questions

"How's your studies?"
"Happy or not?"
"Kampar nice?"
"Friends okay?"
"Got any boys are going after you or not?" i remained silence after this... *Secret*

Hao called and it's my duty to fetch my brother... i got the licence to drive so why not drive... Even, i know, the Vios is a big car... but then... I find Waja's a little bit bigger.... So if i can handle Waja, why can't i handle Vios?

drove my sister around UTAR, especially the linkages between Block G and H... these two blocks are massive yet wonderful... drive ways were awesome and i finally got the trust from my brother to drive around Kampar... it's not like, he used to be like "Don't ever drive in Kampar... Since daddy is travelling and the car has to be in a good shape" It's like he's making a statement that i will crash it or something... letting it pass...

Daddy brought us all including Siak to Gopeng for dinner... Daddy was happy to be there because he finally had NEARLY all the family members there... Daddy's still pissed off with my brother's attitude i guess...

and then back to Kampar hotel, Christmas tree was on light that night.. so why waste that shot... PICHAK~!

i brought my lappie to the hotel and ordered to surf the net... and so i was like chatting with my friends, as well as with my family....

Mummy ordered the room service... My favourite Tomato soup and the Asparagus soup... you gotta love the CREAMS

Deji - Deji Volume 79 - Insulting~

18th of December

ah~ today... today... yea yea... got pictures .... because i've been snapping like crazy in the EU hair studio... and yea... i went accompany Ying, Chiayee, Chowyang and Jiayi for their hair cut... since they were like word vomitted the FC and TopBoy, they decided to make a wise choice... like i did.... muahahahahha...

so we reached there... (pictures are uploading - technical difficulties) ah,.. here it comes

they decorated the christmas tree ... well, like this...

and they all went for the haircut except for Jiayi, oh well, he wanted to see whether it turned out great or not.

there, waiting there like a miserable person.


um... first Chowyang cut first... he chose the Junior one for some reason and i was like looking at him.. ah... he was really shy for me like eye locking him while he was having his haircut...

and next come Chiayee, the Senior cut.... the one i used to follow, the Senior girl, very poise~ Jiayi was like observing seeing whether they have the skill or not... i mean, you know, guys' hair are like their property... mess with them? it's like messing with yourself...
there, this is the before... wanna see the after??
the pai kia bin out liao~!


Jiayi's turn now... he got even more handsome

paiseh nia this guy

i like the side view of him... very liang zai

cam whore again~!
oh.. i finished this Hong Kong Drama... Fu Gui Men... Gallen Lo was in it playing the protagonist... and so... he raped this girl really ticked me out... i HATE GUYS THAT RAPES~! definitely having an insult eyes on them... fuck them all man... i hate them!~!

Deji - Deji Volume 78 - Zombie

17th of December

Seriously, we are all like zombies... i mean, yea, maybe i should say that first in first sem, i wouldn't like fight for assignments and stayed up real late.... i mean, REAL EARLY~! argh~ it's like... 6 something in the morning? then sleep until... 1 in the afternoon... really.. because i have to alter all the webpage thing... urgh...

but i was glad that i wasn't the only zombie... even Chiayee, Jiayi, Chowyang and Peifeng are the undeads too... John also named himself as godlike...

oh well, i tell you... i don't care... i am going to work hard on this... the report?? imma nail it down~!

Deji - Deji Volume 77 - Apologize

16th of December

i know it's too late to apologize... but i have to say this... sorry~

i never had an headache when teacher said i did something wrong... but this time i did. When JT shook his head after browsing through my webpage, only i knew that i did something wrong...

and so i was like, doing all those stuffs... spending time on this bloody assignment but i got nothing... nothing at all...

and now me and peifeng were like squeezing our heads out just to alter the WHOLE thing~ ah...

sorry ah peifeng, my bad~~

Deji - Deji Volume 76 - ah~

16th of December

Hey you blog readers out there... sorry for being so selfish that i spend all my time all to myself... because Life's been hectic and not so smooth nowadays...

right after what happened...

oh yea, i just finished my presentation on Sociology, i wasn't as nervous as i expected... oh well... i looked WEIRD in my formal and i don't walk really well in my high heels... i love my stilletoes dont get me wrong, but i find it a hard time to walk in them.. 3.5 inches... ~!

this is the first time i get to present alongside with Chiayee and Linyun... so i expected the better of them in this...

and um...

i submitted 2 of my assignments... one turned out perfectly well... one turned out like a disaster... it made me HATE codings... not as i used to love in the past few weeks because my friends were there to accompany me... and now.. i have to rush for my web page... AND SO FROM THE BEGINNING~! to the report... 15 freaking pages report... and i really do need Peifeng's help in this...

but he doesn't seem to happy about it... don't know why~

Deji - Deji Volume 75 - i am not happy

why though?
why didn't you ever learn?
learn how to care?
learn how to love?
learn how to stop hurting others?
you never think right?
things that i do, you don't like...
things that you do, you like doing, but i don't like...
i stopped mine, but you will never?
and yea
the mail i sent to you... not having any affect on you?
no...
i wanna do assignment now...

i only love assignments...
i only love my granny...
i only love my parents...
i only love my father...
i only love my mother...
i only love my sister...
i only love my brother...
i only love Kevin...
i love you but you never seem to care...

Deji - Deji Volume 74 - I wanna proclaim is the worst

9th of December

i wanna take some of my time out of the Assignment + Mid Term + Studies to write this entry..

so uhm... nothing much really happened lately, if it really is a big thing, it wouldn't be nice to get into my personal Life here... but...

I never sabotage my studies because of LOVE
I only sabotage my studies because of family problem... and yea i know, my family is facing one big problem now... mummy and daddy is like losing their eldest kid, and i am losing someone i loved really much... my brother Kevin...

we lost our smiles because of YOU

i used to play with this guy... this guy is a loving brother to me.. although, you scratched my third grade math book since i did those equations wrong, and although you took away my bolster since you accused me stealing your gum, and although you ignore my messages and my calls when i wanted to hear your voice badly... still i love you...

Kor, daddy never get drunk before this... even he gulped down 8 cans of carlsberg with Uncle Wang, or even 9 bottles of Korean wine with Uncle Andy... he's still strong as ever...

But since... when i got a call from my sister... a call which the content, made me didn't have the intention of picking up the phone, is really frustrating me out...

i hate it when you do this kor, mummy is damn hell worried about you... daddy had the intention of driving down to penang to see you because he misses you a lot... and not even one single call, you never return to our calls... you only pick up calls from your friends but not us... not your family? i call that a jerk...

Kor, seriously you are a jerk... you've affected us... you have affected me a lot... when i think of you, you are just like another Percy in the Weasley family.. i hate you... i hate you a lot... i hate it when you ignore us...

you made me pass the idea of going back for Christmas, the best day of he year... CHRISTMAS~! it's the day that i love to spend with my family... but you ruined it, you totally ruined it... i wanted to see happy faces around the house... but seeing you acting this way is like... totally stabbing me in the heart...

i am hurt to see daddy like this... i can't take it anymore... but what now? i have to act strong because the strongest in the family is gone... forever... i've lost you... i've lost one of my family member...

Feel free to step out, i am not gonna say anything until you say...
because i hate guys who are passive... i wanna hurl~


but still i miss you...





i can't take it anymore... i can't take it anymore... i need a shoulder to cry on, i need a bottle to nibble on...

i want everything to be by my side... i expected you to accompany me, but all you make me feel is loneliness...

you said you'd never hurt me anymore... you made me that promise on the 14th of November, you said you would NEVER hurt me anymore... but since then, at least once a day, you do the same thing... you do the same thing... over and over again...

the space in my heart, it's tearing me apart... this aching heart ain't broken yet...

and you know what...

i still love you...

i still care... i still care...

i miss you

Deji - Deji Volume 73 - Pressure

1st of December

As i welcome the month of December Happily, where rain pours and you get to curl yourself up in your bedroom with a cool Harry Potter and the Prizoner of Azkaban... oh well, it's not in Kuantan is it? In Kuantan? i'd wake up at 10, stand at my window for solid 10 minutes to see the rain pour, and seeing my aunt's maid collecting clothes from here to there...

then, brush my teeth and wash my face under the sound of the pouring rain... then put on my casual tee and a short... then go downstairs and take water... sit on the couch lazily then switch on the TV to watch Disney Channel...

yea, that was my Life in Monsoon season... only better if you finish listening to the theme song of Vandread... those were the times where the four of us enjoy the 13 Episodes of Vandread the Second Stage... we were happy by then... then we go Worms Armegeddon afterwards... i used to play Legos too... ah~ those were the Days~

and um.. oh yea... i just got Plants vs. Zombies from Peifeng... My sister taught me how to play and however, i got addicted to this mini game... HAHA~!

so we were having practical test in the afternoon... i totally remembered the codes.. to be frank, i find it quite easy you know when i was holding my notes... but then... things get pretty cold when i got into the class... so i chose one perfect spot and began typing...

they said we got the easy question... oof stomach began to ache... so i calmed myself a little bit... and started to type the codes out...

then... ah~ JT had this scheme... he went out to fill in his bottle of water, just to let us have a tips on others... Peifeng ran to my desk and type the repeated image for me... he was nearly busted when JT walked in...

so Peifeng sent me the rest of the links but i didn't feel like copying... i mean, frankly saying, i am not in the mood to copy any of this.. i don't like doing codings.. and i don't want to force myself now... so i decided to pass up this Assessment test..

oh well... and yea, i thought that i'd flunk this subject big time... but in the end i got ... 8 out of 10 ... but my stomach wouldn't stop hurting me~