28th of October

What's so nice being a woman? I mean, in the process of being a true woman, regardless that i am still a girl now. The benefit of being one is - buying accessories or gadgets without using our brains.

Wouldn't you know? Me, peifeng, jiayi and jeff went for dinner. While Jeff was deciding on whether following his cousin for a Dota session, i asked Jiayi to fetch me to the PC fair they had in our housing area. What comes to mind when it comes to PC fair? Speakers! been hunting one since i got to know the importance of bassist in Tokio Hotel.

i got there~ i was hunting for Logitech. Puiyee said they sold like less than 100 ~ i went to see.. the design was so foul~ i never really liked Logitech to be frank.

Then some shiny black woofers attracted me... i was like.. hey can i try this? the dealers there were more than pumped to show me some up beat songs so i could ACTUALLY listen to songs and even try on the bass there...

wouldn't you know? they chose~

Adam Lambert's Pick U Up~ that's like one of my favourite songs in Adam's debut album... then they played another song... Whataya Want From Me... i don't know what to do but to buy that since the nice guy there seemed to read my mind about playing Adammie's song~ yay~!

i went home to grab my 100 bucks and paid them... I got myself~

Sensonic's F6!

yay~ and they brought it back to their house to try on. I on my speakers, Peifeng with his speakers, Poufessor with his speakers... all played different songs with slightly different volume~ we were like in the club. I enjoyed it~ yay~

26th of October

Slacker is back. I am slacking all week because i have a lot of things in my mind... MUET has been driving me... not really nuts. i apparently putting my time into singing and surfing. not cool for a student.

Oh yea. i am going back to Kuantan for a week to settle all of my documents for my Degree course of Public Relations. Go back to see my beloved parents of course. and My sister's joining me trip! and i miss my Gracie so much.. i wanted to go back and see her and gazes at aquas with her is totally...~ !

My brother nowadays got me a driving lesson. what's amazing is that my beloved cousin Thien followed me and laughed at my skills. i totally just stop at the middle of a junction, seeing the coast is clear only i dare to release a bit of a clutch and stepping on the accelerator real hard. My brother must be so pissed at me for wasting so much petrol on that. In the end, my brother gave me a no-obvious praise as i was heading home.

Peifeng downloaded me this game. Rockman X4 or maybe now it's Megaman X4. I've finished the Rockman part (with cheating F button) and now i am breaking the rules with Zero.~ yeap.! my childhood game. I don't think i can find The Sims anywhere now. i miss The Sims~~~

I went to campus illegally yesterday. Taking my old ID with the lanyard that i didn't surrender. They didn't check for god's sakes so i just sneak in to use their facilities. how cool~

Deji - Deji Volume 278 - You were my Best, can you be my Will?

22nd of October

I never knew how to define best friend till i met you. I was so happy that god gave me the one that i love the most. I was so happy that i could be so close to a man and love him as a best friend.

I remembered

how you always message me to drink water

how you always message me to cover blanket at night

how you always message me to decent the stairs slowly when i was rushing for school

how you always remind me to eat breakfast

how you always remind me the side effects of coffee and encourage me to cut down

how you always fight for me when i get bullied

how you always tease me

how you always smile with me

how you always pause my video whenever it reaches the climax

how you used to switch my mouse with an object so you could laugh at me later on

how you always cut off my power supply

I remembered

how i always get angry with you

how i always smile-not-smiley when you said that i was noisy

how i always tickle you till you cannot breathe

how i always poke your deep dimples

how i always spend time with you

how i used to accompany you when you were studying

how i used to be so comfortable around you

how i used to sing Miles Away whenever you're around

i don't care if time goes slowly or passing by like a G6, i am still waiting for an answer. I am not closing that door. Forever will not. I am sorry~

Deji - Deji Volume 277 - Papa. Can you hear me?

21st of October

Papa. I love you. Seeing this picture of you really makes me wanna laugh like there's no tomorrow.

But daddy, where are you when i need you right now? I need your trip to bring me to the beach side and eat ice-cream.

Papa,

with this strong body of yours, i want you to protect me forever. I want to stay with you forever. I want you to talk and guide me through life because i am done messing with mine.

Funny faces of yours make me miss you so much. Daddy... hold my hand through life..

jiejie~~ i miss you~

the love that you gave.. i will never forget~

always in my life. you are my dearest~

Deji - Deji Volume 276 - Stone

20th of October

I've made a decision. A decision in between good and bad. A decision might change my life. A decision might change other's life too. In the end I don't feel right, because I've hurt the one i love the most.

Lies all came through my head. I still love. Love like I used to love. I guess i put my family and friends' and studies priority at first. And still I've hurt the one i love the most.

I've put my time in my first priority. Lonesome means freedom. And still I've hurt the one i love the most.

I know i am feeling regret now for dumping all these aside. But I hope you are happy because I am not your best. I am not a good girl.

I know i stole your deep dimples away but i am willing to store it back.

I know i stole your time away bit i am willing to store it back.

I know i stole your happiness but i am willing to store it back.

I know i gave you tears and fears but i am willing to take it back.

Just.. please.. smile~

Deji - Deji Volume 275 - Leakage

20th of October

something convinced me that my toilet has been suffered from leakage since i was gone for two months without even looking at my room. Guess what. my toilet is so damp that it releases ODOUR that really freaks me out a little bit. now my bedroom's a bit stuffy and dusty. just that, i am so not motivated to clean my room.

The plumber came to fix it, apparently they have to climb to the attic to fix my problem. Yay me for no more leakage. Boo that i have to clean my room.. no wait... don't feel like cleaning right now thank you very much.

i need freedom~

i have to bathe now~

Deji - Deji Volume 274 - KL

13th of October

yeap! i love my trips down to KL because my sister's the one who takes care of me the most. hehe~

i reached at KL at about 4.40 and my sister was there to pick me up~ i just love the feeling when i first step on her viva... she always welcome me with the Ayumi Hamasaki's songs~

reached jie's house and i washed myself a bit and we went to MidValley for dinner with her friends, Valerie and Tommy~

my favourite lemon chicken

jie's sour spicy chicken (ignore those two extra plates of rice - they were Valerie's and Tommy's... by the way, she's one of my clan. Rice lover.. yum!)

we went shopping a bit after our dinner and .. oh gosh, i looked fat in this picture... apparently the Tiger beer is giving out hats if you buy 2 dozens.. so ...

I bought myself Korean Mee since it has been a long time since i last nibbled on it.. and plus. some seaweed since my sister wanted to have some... hehe

14th of October

Yep! i am giving in some papers for the concert tonight.. woohoo! i couldn't believe my eyes when i was holding this ticket... thanks to papa and my sister for sponsoring me.. by the way, i went to concert alone, one of my friends last minute FFK me... kudos to him~

i went on Galaxie blog and they said that the DiGi is putting up booths to let fans to take a photo for Adam Lambert. So he could choose a glam picture out of it and meet him backstage, in the same time, giving out one glam box signed by him. Without second thought. i put on my Tokio Hotel tee (for sure hoping that he would notice!) because he had a HUGE crush on the Tokio Hotel front man Bill Kaulitz.

jiejie came back and fetched me out to the Tasik Selatan LRT to get a train to Bukit Jalil. Little did i know it was 2 stops away. So i reached Bukit Jalil in about 5 minutes.

i called my sister to tell her that i was safe. Who cares if i go concert alone? I won't cause myself trouble and plus - hey! you wouldn't need to worry about others right? Imma rock this night tonight.

hardcore fans bought the 400 bucks ticket up front. Don't discriminate me! I am a hardcore fan of Adam Lambert too, I am a Glambert! But just yet that first i don't have much cash for the ticket, god knows that his official products that i wanted to buy so much~ and plus, dad says he wouldn't want me to stand in the concert for that long. I am not a "stander"~

Glambert in Tokio tee~ to be honest - i was the first one to be in my area~ hardcore fan alright!

they kept on putting on the commercial of Starworld which i saw Ugly Betty and gLee all along~

and American Idol Season 8 of course!

They even put Adam Lambert and gLee together! yay!

this is the final crowd. God knows how long it's going to take to fill this stadium up. i guess the protest was real~

i waited for 2 hours for the opening act to begin. and some malay singer was there for the opening act singing Jay Sean's Down~ it got us really singing along~

then!

the violinist from UCSI - my sister, who was also a student from UCSI, she said he was very arrogant~ i heard about him too~ but he's very talented~ he got to perform with

Danielle Lee~ The Malaysian Idol~

after the opening act. again~ aih~ i let you see..

so many spaces around~ guess they aren't into Glam music like me~

DiGi was a sponsor so you could see yellow man all around~ the poster on the screen was a warning sign to us to get glambertized~

there it changed again~

Glam Nation tour~ i am here!!

when the lights were off... we fans were shouting our lungs out! He's here~! he's here~~~

he started off with the song VooDoo~

there~ adam the god!!!

oh my god~~~ he is so hot~~~~~~

Background motion pictures were so dramatic, so dynamic. so hot~ so Glam!

he got his fabulous hat on with For Your Entertainment (a concert must have song). He used to get very smoochie with his bassist~

see.. that's what i meant. But since he made a deal with Malaysia, he will not have kissing on the stage so~~

he bought his own laser to the concert.. i always wondered what was so amazing about these laser lights ~ ayumi used to use that very often~ so i get to experience it personally... turned out~ bloody amazing when the laser shoots on you.. the effects! DISTRACTING! oh my god. if i ever had the chance to plan a concert or to direct, i would love to add on the laser lights~

i got a little creeped out when the picture of this grave stone came on. then i got to know... Sleepwalker is on~ i love this song damn much!

it's getting creepier when he puts on old pictures of a Lieutenant or the dead~ oh my god~ and when he gets on his high woman pitch on, oh my god~ like i was in heaven~!

ferocious~!

yay! lasers~~~ and that's the guitarist~!

Getting away from all those slow songs, he's charged again and ...

Strut is on~ the row in front of me was standing up.. i couldn't stand, because you see "i am so tall"~

the main concert is done

another warning for us that the Adam was going to come out again~

we were shouting Adam or even Encore just to see him for another song~

he came up~ with Mad World, an Adam Classic~!

this was the last outfit~

ah~~~~~ it was worth it! I spend the actual amount that i paid for (that my father and my sister paid for) and i went out to buy a couple more tee shirts~ I heart Adam Lambert~ jiejie came to fetch me and i went home straight to brag on Facebook... by the way, he was so skinny~

15th of October

it's Friday. jiejie went to work as usual as i stayed home watching Ugly Betty~ Jie came back in time for us to pick up some groceries. and after that, a dinner date with Suyin jiejie - my eldest bro's girlfriend~

Jie wanted to bring me to eat Japanese food but the Bento was BIG in portion. so i went to my favourite Black Canyon instead.. and they are famous for their~~

COFFEE!!! yeap... i couldn't help myself... because they have the best coffee in the world, so i ordered myself a cup of Mocha~

Milky Tomyam pasta~ yum!

16th of October

jiejie went to buy Big Apple Donuts~

Tiramisu and Oreo~

Green Tea double attacks! yay!

hah! we have to fill ourselves up before we started to pack and work and scrub and move~ yep! we were going to my aunt's house to help on her move~ she's moving to a bigger house~! yay for her... basically i used to be afraid of my aunt. Single mom and being strict and all but, today, she showed the soft side of her.. i enjoyed them~

Her kitchen cabinet... this i what i wanted when mummy moves to a new house in about 2 years!

kitchen sliding door~

basically we moved minor stuffs around the house or organizing the kitchen with all her kitchen wares. all the plates and bottles really brought back a lot of memories~

17th of October

aicks.. have to go back to Kampar again~ i hate the feeling of leaving my sister alone... i was there when Seexiang left for a weekend... jie's gonna be alone again! muhahahaha... but if jie, you need anything, need companion, call me nia.. i am one KTM away~

jie brought me to wash her car~ this is the first experience yall!

waiting in line~

getting all foamy~!

yay~ then jie brought me for dessert in Mid Valley... Green tea cheese cake yall~

then chowyang came to join me for a treat. 3 of us went to Subway for dinner and i ate a plate of salad~

then we went for a movie~

me and gracie wanted to watch this movie so much... when it's about brotherly love? count me in and i'll be in one of the row of the cinema..

but~

it brought me down like 100 times from a normal mood. This movie is EMO-shit~ Zac Efron used to be very comedic but then... a let down really~ i expect the better of this movie...

so yeap! i left KL after that and i was very happy... this is one of the happiest trip to KL in my life because i get to see one of the gay icons and one of my idol in person. like 500 meters away~ but i was good... great experience!