Note to Self:
Damn shit this morning was a rough morning... Every Monday is rough for me to be frank. I mean, I've already told you, Financial Information Freaking Management ain't my stuff. I see numbers, i have butterflies in my head... and bloody... i'll tell you my "resourceful day"...
um... this morning i woke up at about 7.15 in the morning. Yeap~! as usual, i love early start because i get to listen to some of my favourite songs before i start my day... (but no worries, i won't sing because my voice hasn't woke up nor recovered yet)
um... i walked out to this vegetarian stall to get me a sandwich... talk about a healthy breakfast, but this thought stops until i get to know that i won't gonna survive my mornings without Coffee, that's when my voice break in...
Um... what did i do huh? Youtube... Apparently Facebooking in the morning makes me mad for some reason... I see no one's active nor any notifications pop up like BING~! so i was going to pass that...
you know i had this scheme (evil me)... i planned to go in class late... so i stalled my time.. i walked to the bus stop when the clock striked at 9.15... i am taking the 9.30 Bus to school... It'll be amazing if i go there by walking... But faith has brought me into the bus, STANDING AT THE DOOR~! how amazing that was huh? to be frank, i am afraid to be in the first place of the bus. It's like (except for the driver, i was standing by the stairs you know?) you get to see the road first, before anyone else... if the bus crashes, you'll be the one to die first (i'd put private saloon car as an exception since it's much safer than an overloaded bus).. i don't know... But dare not think much and i just drive myself into Sophie Kinsella's latest work - Twenties Girl~
Then i was shutting my head up in my MP3... I put all the German songs inside so i could listen to it, like paying attention to it... i really love Traumer and everything... when i was supposed to punch in the songs that i wanted to listen ... they couldn't play them ALL~! damn shit i've forgotten that my Dearest MP3 cannot work iPod format... guess I have to go back and download the new ones (that's why i have the Note To Self up there)
It's okay... then i got off at Block G... my class is at H010 (don't think otherwise)... But i couldn't go in, so i sat at the cafeteria and checked on my Tutorials... I was telling myself, at least i did my tutorials, nothing's left... but what if everything's wrong?
i had a strike of panic... i didn't want to go in... i didn't want... what if the tutor called me out to the white board and tell me to write MY answers on the board.. what if i get everything wrong and she scold me on the spot?
i look at my phone... i have to go in.. i've been stalling for 30 minutes now... then i walked to my class... i look into the class through the glass pane... i see someone else is by the white board... damn shit she's going on with her tradition...
i felt tension building inside me when i first walked in... god please HELP ME~!
-through out the tutorial-
Actually, i did pretty well in it...
i never actually thought that i was panic to go in to this ... class... i was able to do everything.. thanks~!
*looks at my watch*... gosh, i am late for my appointment... gotta go~
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