Dedicating this post to Someone out there. To the 2 someones~ I'll go on with a story first.
There was this girl. Her name is Emma. She always believed that she won't have a first love since the last 3 guys she fall for, she failed to have them as boyfriends. So she stopped searching and started to wait.
Miracle happened when this guy Louise came to her Life. She was totally in love. They were totally in love. It was her first love so she trusted this guy, gave everything to him and love him ~
But it was a tough love. This guy's a playboy. He flirts around without the girl's knowledge. They've broken up since the guy cannot stand the girl's bossy attitude. The girl, deep down, had her first heart-broken.
The guy vowed to the girl many times, asked the girl to wait for him. For a month, for a year, she has been waiting. She has been Waiting all Along~
Then, they were finally together, but they didn't announce their status. Deep down inside the girl thinks, if things aren't stable, they are afraid to announce.
But 2 Days later, the guy went attached to another girl Carla. Second heart broken Emma got. She never had asthma before this, but she was gasping for air while crying for 2 weeks.
1 month
2 months
3 months
She is still hanging on.
But That Day never came, That Day never comes.
She's finally through with promises made by him. And decided to make herself forget about him by choosing anger. It's a perfect release.
1 month.
She's tired of anger. She chose to forgive and started to talk to that guy. Awkward talks.
She's still waiting. Waiting for them to be friends. To be like brothers sisters again. To be like last time where she can be happier. Things are changed, she thought, it'll never come back. That Day never came. That Day never comes.
Ah~~ hope she'll find true love eventually.
Then i came across to someone else's blog. He's very emotional. He's been waiting for true love too. But nothing seemed to be right.
Note to YOU: you can find true love. Just don't take time for granted. Things will overturn. Things will change. You will be great. You will be a good boyfriend. Perhaps a good husband and a good father. Take my word for it.
Then, i came across to my good friend's blog. She's depressed lately. I used to be happy for her since yesterday (29th of June) because she finally got the relationship that she wanted. He was perfect. Perfect face. Perfect smile. Perfect for her.
But.
They broke up one day later. no, or should i say. Less than 24 hours. She's really really depressed. I feel for her. That feeling ain't pretty.
I just hope that everyone gets into a relationship that they wanted RIGHT NOW without hurting the others. I just, don't know how to response to the world anymore. I just wanted to see Happy face all around.
Not seeing people
go emotional about something that won't happen
spread fucked up rumours about someone
doing things that hurt the others
feeling GUILTY and everything
doesn't like other's personal attitudes.
The World Behind Our Walls are shining like never before. It's just, you have to find a way to look at the world behind your wall
This is a song from my Favourite Glam Rock Band - Tokio Hotel. The song name's That Day.
Rain falls, it don't touch the ground
I can recall an empty house
You say I'm fixed but i still feel broken. Broken
Lights on, lights off, nothin' works
I'm cool, I'm great, I'm a jerk
I feed myself lies with words left unspoken
(Gonna be okay, gonna be okay, one day, one day)
That day never came, that day never comes
I'm not lettin' go, I keep hangin' on
Everybody says that time heals the pain
I've been waitin' forever, that day never came
You said I'd be comin' home
They said he's fine left alone
The screams in my head
I keep them a Secret, a Secret
Doctors and your Promises
Psychics, healers, I've seen the best
Whatever they sell, sure know how to deal it
(Gonna be okay, gonna be okay, one day, one day)
That day never came, that day never comes
I'm not lettin' go, I keep hangin' on
Everybody says that time heals the pain
I've been waitin' forever, that day never came
(Gonna be okay, gonna be okay, one day)
That day never came, that day never comes
I'm not lettin' go, I keep hangin' on
Everybody says that time heals the pain
I've been waiting forever, that day never came
That day never came.
I'd give this song to those who waited for Love, but it never comes around. It's just... so hard to tell~
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