7th of September
Ah~~ I can't sleep well these two days. All i could think off is, maybe if i switch off the aircond, open up my window and let the cold breeze outside blow into my room so i could feel that i am actually sleeping with the nature. But what's not there is that... my windchime (i gotta remember to pack my wind chime next time... Yii, i miss my chimmey so much)
Been having dreams nowadays since Sunday Night. Right after i really had the thought of concerning about my MUET exam. And yesterday daddy made a commitment, uhm... a promise make that. He said if i can get anything more than Band 4 ( i was aiming for at least Band 5), he'd either get me an automobile or maybe, some other things that i wished for. Immediately i thought of the freedom to Universal Studio.
First day, Sunday night. I had dream when i was in the exam hall of MUET. Somehow i didn't finish my paper and i passed up the half blank paper. I was so afraid that i might not achieve the target that i really wanted.
Second day, Monday night. Another dream about MUET again. It was me, trying to reach my all time favourite english teacher. But you know what he said ? "I am sorry, i couldn't teach you. It's my holiday now." For me, these are nightmares.
Why the pressure? I'd say it's from the family. My eldest brother got Band 5. My sister? Oh my god this creature. She... if she added another 5 marks to her result, she'd get herself a Band 6!
I need a nice Band, a nice result for my MUET. If not, i couldn't live myself in this family anymore. My second brother would LOVE to tease me for being so STUPID in this household.
Been wearing this since yesterday. I wanna make it as my all time bracelet. It fits my hand perfectly so i am not taking it off. it's like... my life's friend.~ yay to bracelets!
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