25th of August
Let's talk about fairy tale. Or living in a fairyland.
I do trust fairy tales. As i grew up with them. Reading Disney's creations while i am on my bed, sipping on my milk bottle. Seeing princesses waiting to get married in their own castle, meeting their own prince, I would love to see a HAPPY ENDING like that.
Live yourself in an imaginary emporium is sometimes nice. You get to design your own concept and live in it. Even if it gives you a minute of happiness, isn't it worth it? At least you are happy, blinding yourself from the cruel reality.
Well, i don't mean reality is cruel. It's how you design your own path. We always have opportunity cost in our life. By choosing a thing, you have to sacrifice the other. Face it, we can't have everything. But we try to choose anything that would lead us to a happier life.
Some friends of mine, say that i always live in my dream. Yea, i am not GUILTY to admit it. I do live in my own dream. Well at least i do trust in real love. Love is supposed to be a happy thing. Sometimes i don't understand the others (or myself) why you guys take them in an emotional way (no disrespect).
I do wish for happiness in everyone (especially my grandma, she lived in enough pain already).
I do wish happiness for myself (everyone is getting one, so i had to have one too).
I do wish for eternity.
I do wish for smiley faces on everyone.
I do wish for happy childhood.
But why can't i live in my fairytale? And maybe sometimes find a prince to marry me away? Aren't I being punished enough to live in pain? I want my life to be as happy as i could.
I am halfway there. I don't want to be a sour bitch as i was before. I wanted to be the smiley one. I wanted to make others happy. Having a smile on your face is when you are the most beautiful. So smile, the world stops and stare at you for a while.
I do love you guys. But please don't stop me from living in my happy life.
Smile with me. Set me free.
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