it's Friday right now... and the deadly weekend is tomorrow... It's tomorrow. It's tomorrow.. i can't believe it's tomorrow~
Thursday, I'd say i have been a ... total... useless person. I didn't do anything good, anything worth remembering for. I just walk here, sit there, watch glee, play this, do that, post these, name those. All those Daily routine.
I was in a conversation with Peifeng, suddenly feel like going to his house and play a little bit. Yea i know i have mid term coming. But i just don't feel like studying back in my room. My room is like a dead room, i can't concentrate, i can only sing in this room.
After having my dinner and packed all my stuffs, i went to Peifeng's house and started...
Facebooking and Plurking.
yeap! it's like a culture. Come on people, you have to admit that the first page you open is Facebook right? those who denies would be liars. haha
This time it's a little bit different, Peifeng shifted his entire Office Supplies up to John's room. Probably the heat downstairs. Well you cannot blame him, the weather in Malaysia nowadays is putting us citizens into hell holes. And so i followed him up to John's room and set up my Dearest Dell. Then i started to... study... Seriously study...
i was trying to push in the knowledge of my slides into my small brain but nothing seemed to happen. But it's okay. I already had the basic of accounts in my brain so maybe, I'll leave it aside and do my Mathematics instead.
I've been checking my Dell clock on my lappie and make sure that i won't exceed 5 hours after a meal. Because i have to bite something before that 5 hours of gap... if not...
God damn... shit... shit... shit... the Pain is here...
This is the time when i think of dad. No, not when he's always there to bring me to the doctor, it's because i have inherited my father's weak stomach. Eat this, cannot. Eat that, cannot. I might as well skip meal, also cannot.
I never thought the pain would prolonged till the critical stage. But i watched gLee, miraculously the pain wasn't affecting me at all. After finishing gLee, I lay on the bed, hoping to ease the pain...
at about 2 only i was willing to go back. Blame me, John's bed was kinda comfortable.
When i was about to leave their place, the pain came back again. Couldn't hold in much longer and i sat in the passenger seat and asked Peifeng to fetch me some pain killers. And i went straight back home.
I disobeyed Peifeng's words for a little bit as i stayed up just a little longer and posted some plurks before i go to bed...
I noticed something lately. Very frustrating. Just, because of his ego, he could... just not set eyes on those who come close to him. Yea, two different males here. I just hope that he could change. Because sometimes his thinking could change some others mind.
But i don't care. Some other days, I could do something that will, i guarantee, WILL make him say something about him or me. I always knew that. But I don't care. I am myself. i wanted to do something that goes with my heart. Moreover, i really do care about that someone.
So please, to you, please stop hurting him. You hurt him, you hurt me.
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