Deji - Deji Volume 190 - A guy

19th of July

There's a guy i've been avoiding
- i've been struggling to find topics to talk
- i've frankly told you that i've been avoiding your calls
- i've been staying away from MSN just to outdo our friendship
- i've been very cruel to you and i'm sorry
- i've been meaning to help you but i am afraid of jeopardizing my friendships with my darlings
- i am sorry for bringing you in

There's a guy i've been meaning to protect
- i've been protecting you since the 3rd month i got to know you
- i've been meaning to say that sentence but i haven't got the guts
- i've been meaning to tell you about it but i am afraid of the history
- i've been meaning to protect you because you acted like you needed protection
- i've been meaning to protect you because i treat you like my little ones

There's a guy i've been fancying
- i've been meaning to approach to you but i am afraid
- i've been meaning to talk to you and i did
- i've been meaning to add you and i did
- i've been getting to know you better and i clicked with you
- i've been meaning to treasure a future friendship but you'll always be my idol

There's a guy i've been treating him as my best friend
- i've been trying to love you as a friend
- i've been treasuring this friendship
- i've been thanking the lord above to bring you to me
- i've been loving you

There's a guy i've always been loving but things he done really got me no good.
- i've been respecting all your decisions
- i've been a good girl to you
- i've been loving you
- i've been putting you as my first priority because i love you but you don't see
- i've been hurting my friends because i wanted to make you happy
- i've been telling you the truth but you wanted to send me to the land of lies
- i've been loving you, as always no matter how much pressure you put me through

There's a guy i've been reviving friendship with
- i've been trying to talk to you but you ignore me
- i've been trying to ignore you but you asked me for help, but i couldn't
- i've been acting that you weren't my first, but the fact was there, it is there
- i've been waiting for senses to knock into your rotten head
- i've been waiting for karma to turn around
- i've been waiting for everything good from you, but the Darkside is all i see
- i've been treasuring this since the first day i met you, but guess what? i am tired of carrying all these bull
- i've been trying to forget you
- i am tired

There's a guy i've been confusing about
- i've been fancying you
- i've been trying hard to know you
- i've been treasuring this friendship
- i've been trying hard to not to think about you
- i've tried and i failed


i couldn't do this anymore.

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