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28th of July

Luckily i went for dinner just now, if not i wouldn't have the idea to have this blog post done. Imma talk about something that came across the table.

Puiyee they all came across students from Public Relations. There's something that she said, carved into my mind, like... CARVED~!

"They even wear make up to campus."

Me, i was texting on my touch screen phone suddenly jerk my head up. And i was like "what?"

"Yea, if not you'll get criticized"

I stared at my long time friend, dumb struck. Me, a future Public Relations in UTAR, me, someone who is not naturally pretty. Me, a someone who doesn't know anything about make up. But at least i know what colour doesn't go on me (Yellow and Slime Green)

i was like thinking. What should i do? I couldn't even handle bullies back in my secondary school and now i am going to handle bullies in my University Life?

What is it like to be...

From this

To This

Or, from a female..

From this

To this

If i have a stylist or a make up artiste that follows me every step of my way, i might be as gorgeous as... what i will be. But to be frank, i don't have skills of my own.

Why Public Relations have to see pretty people?

Why Public Relations have to be such vain? I sometimes afraid what stupid fashion choice that i made and i walk into the campus with a worn out jeans and flip-flops. And seeing those gorgeous woman looking at me from head to toe like i am some kind of an Alien...

Or maybe sometimes. I wore

This and people in the East Coast Mall in Kuantan would look me from up to down. And start whispering to their friend beside. But imma say :" I LOVE Boots, so leave me alone. I don't care what you have to say when i wear boots. Boots are comfortable. Leggings too.. And leggings go well with boots. So have that.

but spare me with the make up

Maybe Ying could do it since she knows the ways of putting on drop dead gorgeous make up. I don't.

But i am willing to try. I have to be successful and I don't care! It's not what you said that's going to make me stop in pursuing my dream. If Wedding Planning is what I am going to, I am freakin' going! If Public Relations is what I am going through, I am freakin' going through. I have supports from my loved ones. Why not giving it a shot?

So, I am going to book my sister at the end of the year to give me tutorials and i maybe have to work as a part timer to save money for all those clothes that imma splurge on. Wish me luck!

But friends, if i got too vain, please smack me in the head. I hate it when me and you get driven apart~