20th of June
Patrick Leong Khei Lip~ in this blog post. i just wanted to say. Happy Birthday. I am the one who is happy to have known a Kaikor like you. Been searching one kaikor for the past few years and you turned out perfectly liao. The most amazing thing is that, your girlfriend is willing to stand by my side and bully you. You lucky lo, Found Zoey as your girlfriend.
Now lea, wanna wish you guys can Be Together Forever. Wish you Result all flying colours. Wish getting a good career. Wish you have a house that you pay for it. Wish you have a car that you pay for it. Wish you have a family that you pay for it.
uhm~
true also. Chowyang always said i write emo things here. Yeap~! this is the post of ranting should i say. i mean, i write feelings down. Feelings strikes me and i write with passion~ but then, friends don't have their friends back. What do they do in their free time? they talk and talk and talk.~ i mean, i love talking with my friends. But when friends turn to foes, ain't it like the cherry on top of a Sundae.
Perfectly, i am the one who's hated in this. i tell you. it's true.
Okay people. Truth out to the world. As for my beloved Kaikor's birthday, i myself plan, basically, everything. i do the dates. i do the cakes. i do the invitations. i do everything that has everything to do with birthdays. It was scheduled to the wednesday night. right after the Karate Kid movie.
i only told those who i wanted help with. Like Puiyee and Peifeng. Puiyee, i tell her everything. As for Peifeng, i put him in charged of the cakes. John even knows about it too.
(after this, i'll put them anonymously)
right after the movie, someone asked me, why didn't i tell them about the celebration tonight? damn i guess i left someone out, but i was expecting (one of my bad attitudes) other's to tell them about plans. But one thing i wanna ask you guys, as you are the planner, are you the only one to tell others about your brilliant plan?
then i pissed others off. not just any other, it's like... technically everybody. what hurts the most is that i made Patrick sad. he said in his status "Because of my birthday, became like this (disaster)"
To someone that i love as a friend (sometimes a sister so very much)
i know i pissed you off for some reason. Being a planner ain't easy i can tell you that. But no worries, to make Life less absurd, i will not, repeat, will not plan for any other events or even birthdays. i'll just join. if you guys didn't want me to join, give me a message and i won't appear in anyone else's eye sight~
ah~! just to calm myself down, banging my ears with Humanoid album... they can make me feel better with Soft/Glam Rock...
on the 19th of June
i woke up at 8 in the morning because i distinctively remembered that my brother said he'll be picking me up at 9 something to 10 o'clock. Putting on the excited feeling on (hope it doesn't wear off for a moment), i freaking washed the bugs away from the toilet and then i took a shower. sat down in front of my computer and had a cup of coffee while watching episodes of Ugly Betty.
Been noticing on my brother's MSN, and the hell he hasn't online. So it means my older brother haven't started the journey yet. I didn't care much and i played my diablo. At least i made it to the second map.
then Finally my brother Keith called. He said my brother Kevin is at Gopeng, so he's reaching real soon. happy me. Switched off my PC (sorry Tokio Hotel, haven't finished downloading your video i have to off you for good. I'll be back in a jiff to see my Kaulitzes) took my handbag, my golf bag and my red suitcase and my boots and off i went. (nope, i only used one bag for my clothes, the RED suitcase, it was for my sister)
Kevin reached 10 minutes later and i was really happy to see him. i expect my journey to KL would be kinda silent since i have 6 years of gap between me and Kevin. But then, he cracked me up back then. i love him a lot.~!
he stopped halfway and said he wanted to have a boost of Coffee. he wanted Pokka. damn korkor should've tried BOSS instead (since Ayu-sama is the ambassador). At last, Keith bought a BOSS for him. i think he enjoyed it since he bottomed it up~
the journey wasn't tiring at all. we were all chatting, from me to my brothers. singing too~! giving out lame jokes. this is the Life that i wanted. But all i did was sitting on the car, looking at Kevin's driving skills. Still, the same bad attitude, sticking cars up in the ass. Like wanted to kiss some asses~ at least he has the skills of driving~ but it was giving me heart attack.
finally reached KL. yay~! i am happy to see the city of skyscraper inviting me with a warm welcome. Then kor asked me where to go, i replied "First, follow Jalan Kuching, then Jalan Hang Tuah, then Jalan Imbi"... luckily i did pull that off...
but my brother went to the wrong way, and we kinda driven to the north part of the city... so i have to flip the map open. I was seeing road signs and observing map. i tell you. A WOMAN CANNOT WORK A MAP~!
but then in the end we did reach to the Melia Hotel. i went to the internet and see the rooms. i've been cheated once so i won't put high hopes on this. but it turned out to be a freakin' 4 star hotel. nice view (of Times Square) and everything...
i was kinda starving since my lunch are all down in the toilet. Mummy brought me, Kevin and Keith up to the El (something) cafe for a bite.
i myself ordered a cup of hot chocolate and a Mushroom salad...
my brothers went to get them some stuff from the buffet counter and my brother was sweet enough to have brought me this~
even though i am not a big fan of puddings and kiwi (not to mention mixing them all together)~ but then i finished the whole damn cup. yum~
i was looking forward for my salad. when it comes to salad, i am freaking weak... but then~
fried mushroom? people are freaking crazy right now... mushrooms are supposed to be a very healthy food but now you fry them? i salute you~!
dried me mouth up... needed water~!
there~ see how my beloved mummy work with my bag~ mummy's striped, my bag's striped~! so i thought of exchanging bags with mummy~~~
up to the hotel room.. my room's 320 and um... has no sexy views should i say... but to look at the bright side, they have nice toilets. i mean, as long as the toilet is clean and no small marbles, i'll be fine with it~
don't you just love BIG Mirrors~
again with me dinner blouse on...
i loved this blouse a whole lot... i bought it back in 2008's chinese new year and it can go with my new bob hair do... and now i am back to bob, so it's okay~
i was thinking in between wearing jeans and wearing my white pants. but i wanted to wear my boots since it has been in the box for like months.~
ah~! this is how i accessorise myself. thought of adding the belt but i heard CoCo Chanel said (technically it was Justin Suarez who said then i heard) "Always take off the last thing you put on"... so i took off my belt...
halfway my Automatic ringtone rang... weird, because in this moment, except for my family (which they each have different ringtone),none of my friends would've called me.
the caller ID said it was Chowyang...
as usual i put on my tone on him " AH YANG YANG~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
haha,.. he asked me where was i staying.. i told him actually since it's been long before i see my friend... so i kinda scheduled my meeting with him... then only i recalled... Ken wanted to see me too... and CS wanted to see me too~
damn damn... then i thought since Chowyang is the closest to me, i would love to meet him first... putting others aside...
Kevin was the last one to get ready since he is a slacker~ aih~
me and my sister is happy to meet each other~ we are all RED in colour... as i always said "Ang Ang Bo Hai Lang" (Red won't do no harm on others)
out of the room as our room is the slowest of all.....
i felt weird around kor who only wore tees... i mean, come on la darling, wear some formal clothes... for our grandpapa~~ oh yea, forgotten to tell you guys, i've been in KL for my grandpapa's 80th birthday... so happy to see him, healthy at the age of 80... i love him~!
we took kor's car and went to the Shark Fin's restaurant..
Drama~!
i've reached there and saw most of my family member are gathering at the parking lot there... i mean, aren't we supposed to be in the restaurant... why wait outside?
i got off the car and saw mummy first... mummy was wiping her tears away... so i thought what was wrong...~!
19th of June... i would remember this day always... this is the first time i see my mummy cry. i asked what happened (when it comes to someone i love, i would ask till the end)
"mummy see your uncle like this, i very heart broken"
NEIN~! the mummy i know... she's very strong.. i couldn't really handle seeing mummy cry in front of me... i myself also didn't know what to do... i hugged mummy as hard as i could.. mummy don't cry..
true... i myself took a glance at my youngest uncle... he used to be a lil fat, happy looking guy... i used to respect him... i lost my respect a couple of years back since he gambled and made the whole family shattered into pieces~ i lost faith in him. he lost his own home ~
now he became like someone i considered as drug addict (no, he doesn't do drugs, he only smokes heavily).. very skeletonish... i myself see i also don't feel good~ but i don't care... all i care about is mummy enjoy the night...
but mummy's crying face been floating in my mind for like... million times. i excused myself to the bathroom. (no worries la, i didn't cry). i just wanted to be away from people a while... Jie been asking me if i was alright... i was okay... i even ordered myself a cup of RED wine...
then the greeting part comes~ i stood up... seeing long lost cousins walking around... then i saw this cousin.. (won't mention names here). he kinda accused me of being rude (which i freaking wasn't to him since i looked up to him)
actually the story was like this... my sister's lappie conked off back then... she was asking Him to repair a lil bit faster. then my sister asked me to ask him to make it faster too... then i wrote a message to him. i DISTINCTIVELY REMEMBERED i wrote "Sorry to bother but can you make the repair a little faster? my sister wanted to talk to her boyfriend since her boyfriend is away in Singapore"... he was pissed off. complained to his beloved mother and to my father. i was pissed at him and my sister that time. but i got Over it..
then right... i was standing in a row, beside my sister... he greeted, my cousins, my siblings. FREAKING SKIPPED ME and then greeted my sister.
sorry, all my feelings are on my face expression, which said "oh-you-actually-are-that-small-gas-FINE" look~ who cares right now?
so i sat down and had somemore wine... bottomed up 3 times in an empty stomach and finally got tipsy.~ Jiawen was like asking me what happened... i couldn't spill the beans right now~
my sister was too~ drinking~ but not as much as i did.
i beh tahan... i ordered another, the 4th cup~ finished mine, i walked over to my father's table and took a few sips of his whisky... back to my table again...
then the main course came... all sat down... and i was like babbling around the table.. talking nonsense... one of my cousins is working as an Event Manager, so i kept on asking him questions... my brother asked me what happened to me, talking to a cousin which i don't even really know~
my sister saw me in a serious stage. she pulled me off to the washroom and asked me what happened.. i started to cry a little and told her that i couldn't stand seeing mummy being hurt. she said it's okay. it's all over... but then... mummy's face...
went out of the bathroom, ordered another cup of wine... my sister really cannot tahan me dy... then the whole table's been like "don't let her boyfriend drunk him..." i remembered that was Thian Wai's words.. i looked at his girlfriend, she told me to drink chinese tea...
in my mind i was thinking "i can't drink chinese tea, i'll PUKE~!"
i was completely drunk and then my yiyi came to see me... she asked me what happened... i started to cry but i didn't say a word... my sister was like explaining about my mum's incident... my yiyi came to hug me and talked about something.. i only heard "as long as gong's happy today"...
i nodded and slept on my sister's shoulder just for a little while...
mummy came to hug me again... mummy i love you~~~
then ..~ i was all better... so i walked to daddy's place and sat with him... when i am drunk, i am a hugger... i even hugged my brother even though i never hugged him before...
i hugged my dad and my dad was totally drunk..
then the photo session came... we all took photos with my grandpapa and grandmama.. .seeing the happy face on grandpapa's face... all the sadness just flew away... and i wasn't as drunk as i was before... i stood up for the karaoke session~~
this is my uncle Andy.. he's like my half father.. i totally love him~! when he sings, i clapped and shouted the loudest... see his son beside so happy...
my brother even joined in to sing with my uncle...
my other brother had a self made duet of "Beat It" with Hon Yuen kor ...
i myself shouted the song of "Billy Jean" with my sister.. i totally enjoyed myself and i even had a few dance move with my father~~
overall the night was happy... but then .. .CS messaged me and said he was in front of my hotel... oh shoot... i am meeting chowyang and him on the same night?
i asked him to wait for a while since i was on the way back to the hotel...
i was standing at the lobby entrance there with my sisters and my cousins and my brothers and then...
Chowyang was here in front of my eyes... i couldn't believe he came to Melia... and i even saw D'len... damn i miss them... Chowyang introduced me to his gay friend. i took a glance at him... he has the nicest eyes ever, for a gay. damn he's good looking~ if he REALLY IS A GAY, i'll TOTALLY BE INTERESTED IN HIM~!~!!!!!!!
then CS sent me a message and said that he saw me.... i was like... i have friends here, can he wait for a while...
he left actually...
i didn't care much because the gay was catching me attention... Chowyang asked me to go to gay bar... if i could i would... but daddy's upstairs and my brother was keeping an eye on me in the lobby~~
chowyang left and i went upstairs... my cousin and my siblings said they wanted to go Starbucks for a drink... and so i received a message from CS
"can you be my girlfriend"
i was a lil shock.. i didn't know what to reply. i.. i ... pretended i didn't see that message... but then in the next second, i replied " i don't know... will tell you later"
my last decision was "no".... i've got my studies and my friends are in a disastrous state right now. i couldn't afford to jeopardize another friendship...
but i had since i said "nein"
i am sorry~
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