Deji - Deji Volume 115

29th of March

hmm, it's like it's been a long time since i last updated this dead blog... imma do it now... one angry blog post... since i have nothing else to do in the dark here where my brother is sleeping like a pig and i am not allowed to turn on the lights...

and oh yea... and i wanna dedicate 2 songs to the world's bastards... (when i say bastard, it means a man) get that alright...

Run Devil Run by Girls Generation and

(don't) Leave me alone by Ayumi Hamasaki

check out their memorable quotes


RUN Devil RUN
Do it right you're really a bad boy more curiosity than love
all this time I have been blindly fooled by you

I'll pay you back on day I become more fabulous don't forget
You better run run run run run
You're caught red handed you provoked me Run Devil Devil Run Run

You stealthily eyeball another girl next to me
When i'm not around you're a Super Playboy, raise your head and answer me

(don't) Leave me alone
If you pretend to be nice
Please do so in some other places

Until when are you going to
Continue acting ?

You can't tell a lie
Behind your eyes

Your pitying glance
Makes me nauseous

Swear at me, instead
So that I can't even cry
Don't accept me
Your hands are cold

Your fake smile
Is the hardest to me

Get the message? it's like... ah~! i myself also don't even know what it's like... to have a situation like this... Because i know how it hurts... to be used, to be kicked, to be fakely smiled with, to be F-ed up with... i know every minute of it..