13th of JanuaryThis is the broken Mirror from the Block B of UTAR. Well, only girls can do camwhoring here. (i know Jiayee did, yay her~!) but boys, out of bounds okay~!
Yea, when you are feeling down and low, lower than the ground, and you feel like you don't have a chance... Bomp Bomp... Sorry, sorry... was into the singing mood...
And yea, i am telling the truth... Yesterday... 12th of January (and they say 12 is one of my lucky number, boo yah~), was the worst day i ever had in my Kampar... i mean, yea... after receiving calls from family... I straight away skipped Writing for Business and Writing for Mass Communication Lecture... sorry Mr. Abel... you know i love you... haha~
Chowyang fetched me back... and so i told him, family problems... and this is the problem where i don't want friends to interrupt... i'm sorry... something really personal...
and so i went home and sat in front of the computer... well yea... i tried to switch on the HAPPY song list from my Media Player... that's just not right for the surrounding... i went for the SAD instead...
then uh... after that... at about 7, someone sent me another bad news again... well, that time was like... 2 bad news in a row (sorry, couldn't share it here. just wanna say my feelings that's all)
that time i really couldn't take it anymore... it's like... one perfect bottle... it has shattered into pieces a while back. Then you are waiting for someone to send the glue over... but the wait was over... No stocks of glue... that was really... in despair... and so... my room was like... very Empty...
i went out for a walk instead...
tried to look high up in the sky and looking for stars... i see nothing...
sat on the pillar and think about Life...
but hey, everything happens for a reason... and yea, it's been a tough road... "I should've known, the day we met. They way you turned and waved at me, i never will forget" But i lived through all the tough things... like how i started to walk... started to get the meaning of Papa and Mama... started to love family, started to go to school. started to meet with friends... everything was tough in the beginning... but hey, they made me a better person i am right now...
so i decided to run away from reality for a while and started to see, what's in it for me RIGHT NOW'
it's not the End of the World, as Ayu-san said... Fight for it... i am now fighting with fears...
Poufessor and Ying went to my house to find me but i was at the lake side... and so they came and we laughed a lot... i felt better...
then i walked home at night... thought that wind blowing could do a pair of sleepy eyes on me... but i was wrong... thoughts are filling in my head...
and so i looked at the ceiling... has it been low ever since? no, i thought too much, it's because i never actually stared at ceilings...
i woke up again and to the lappie... bidded everyone good night and played a game...
Today... i woke up... as usual, being a sister of someone, you gotta have to take care of the siblings right? (and some of you have forgotten the fact that Chiayee is my little brother, as always, put that in mind). I woke him up, and found out that i don't feel like waking up... snoozed my alarm till 9.15, skipped my breakfast and off to school with flip flops...
reached school but didn't attend class first... Apparently Patrick wanted to go to Block F to get something i guess.... I was standing outside and did some thinking again... Problems don't seem to go away...
Puiyee came out and gave me a comfort look and asked what happened... dang, that look and that tone... really made me wanna break down a little... but Chlo, you can't break the spell...
'sorry, family stuffs... but don't make me~~~~~~~'
i was shaken... but i got a hug from her... and eventually felt better...
letting off some burden and i finally felt hungry...
i went to cafeteria in Block G to get a munch... sandwich would be perfect with a cup of caffeine...
and yea... i knew... breakfast... YOU GOTTA EAT SOMETHING~!
then reached school... what a big crowd after all those roller coaster ride... (oh yea, Chiayee didn't turn up, being a lazy worm i guess... MUAHAAHHA)
then i looked around... i see emo Boy in a corner without a word... i went to talk to him after settling the timetable with my brother...
and then lunch... i felt like eating... i really felt like eating... with soup, with potatoes and everything...
but seriously... i couldn't even finish a quarter of the plate... Puiyee even asked whether did i touch the meal or not... i did, actually... but i just don't feel like eating...
mummy, i've lost my appetite... maybe i've lost doses of mum's potatoes.. and so~ huh~!
Yea, when you are feeling down and low, lower than the ground, and you feel like you don't have a chance... Bomp Bomp... Sorry, sorry... was into the singing mood...
And yea, i am telling the truth... Yesterday... 12th of January (and they say 12 is one of my lucky number, boo yah~), was the worst day i ever had in my Kampar... i mean, yea... after receiving calls from family... I straight away skipped Writing for Business and Writing for Mass Communication Lecture... sorry Mr. Abel... you know i love you... haha~
Chowyang fetched me back... and so i told him, family problems... and this is the problem where i don't want friends to interrupt... i'm sorry... something really personal...
and so i went home and sat in front of the computer... well yea... i tried to switch on the HAPPY song list from my Media Player... that's just not right for the surrounding... i went for the SAD instead...
then uh... after that... at about 7, someone sent me another bad news again... well, that time was like... 2 bad news in a row (sorry, couldn't share it here. just wanna say my feelings that's all)
that time i really couldn't take it anymore... it's like... one perfect bottle... it has shattered into pieces a while back. Then you are waiting for someone to send the glue over... but the wait was over... No stocks of glue... that was really... in despair... and so... my room was like... very Empty...
i went out for a walk instead...
tried to look high up in the sky and looking for stars... i see nothing...
sat on the pillar and think about Life...
but hey, everything happens for a reason... and yea, it's been a tough road... "I should've known, the day we met. They way you turned and waved at me, i never will forget" But i lived through all the tough things... like how i started to walk... started to get the meaning of Papa and Mama... started to love family, started to go to school. started to meet with friends... everything was tough in the beginning... but hey, they made me a better person i am right now...
so i decided to run away from reality for a while and started to see, what's in it for me RIGHT NOW'
it's not the End of the World, as Ayu-san said... Fight for it... i am now fighting with fears...
Poufessor and Ying went to my house to find me but i was at the lake side... and so they came and we laughed a lot... i felt better...
then i walked home at night... thought that wind blowing could do a pair of sleepy eyes on me... but i was wrong... thoughts are filling in my head...
and so i looked at the ceiling... has it been low ever since? no, i thought too much, it's because i never actually stared at ceilings...
i woke up again and to the lappie... bidded everyone good night and played a game...
Today... i woke up... as usual, being a sister of someone, you gotta have to take care of the siblings right? (and some of you have forgotten the fact that Chiayee is my little brother, as always, put that in mind). I woke him up, and found out that i don't feel like waking up... snoozed my alarm till 9.15, skipped my breakfast and off to school with flip flops...
reached school but didn't attend class first... Apparently Patrick wanted to go to Block F to get something i guess.... I was standing outside and did some thinking again... Problems don't seem to go away...
Puiyee came out and gave me a comfort look and asked what happened... dang, that look and that tone... really made me wanna break down a little... but Chlo, you can't break the spell...
'sorry, family stuffs... but don't make me~~~~~~~'
i was shaken... but i got a hug from her... and eventually felt better...
letting off some burden and i finally felt hungry...
i went to cafeteria in Block G to get a munch... sandwich would be perfect with a cup of caffeine...
and yea... i knew... breakfast... YOU GOTTA EAT SOMETHING~!
then reached school... what a big crowd after all those roller coaster ride... (oh yea, Chiayee didn't turn up, being a lazy worm i guess... MUAHAAHHA)
then i looked around... i see emo Boy in a corner without a word... i went to talk to him after settling the timetable with my brother...
and then lunch... i felt like eating... i really felt like eating... with soup, with potatoes and everything...
but seriously... i couldn't even finish a quarter of the plate... Puiyee even asked whether did i touch the meal or not... i did, actually... but i just don't feel like eating...
mummy, i've lost my appetite... maybe i've lost doses of mum's potatoes.. and so~ huh~!
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