Deji - Deji Volume 84 - Family

12th of January

Thanks to Ying... i felt much better... i've been saying sorry for lots of times, but never actually change it to "I'll Never Do It Ever Again". I've been taking Days for granted because i always knew time would wash things away. But silly me, i was wrong. I wanted to be strong, for my family.

Dad, i would never repeat mistakes that my brother did. I won't do such selfish things to make you worry. This I promise you. And Dad, i know, Promise is a big word. But this i Promise you.

I wanted to post a blog post to dedicate to my family.

And yet when i browse through the photo album. I can't find a single picture of the 6 of us together but i found one. 4 years ago.

I don't know what was missing. 3 were smiling, 3 weren't. I knew this would come to an end. I changed myself since because family was the closest thing that I've got. But broken pieces won't just glue themselves back together. You gotta pick up the pieces and puzzle them back.

Just when i thought changing myself to love my family, thing's changed.

Couldn't say much here. But the burden is over my weight. I couldn't stand on my feet anymore. I miss home.

I don't wanna pick up any calls bringing me gray skies anymore. I wanted calls to bring me RAINBOW.

smile, to face the truth is my motto now. are you with me?

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