Deji - Deji Volume 56 - now i know the meaning of it~

22nd of October

I've been saying goodnight to Chiayee since i was going to be like... argh, i can't open my eyes.. i didn't have nap because i was waiting for Puiyee's call in the afternoon...

we were chatting about our assignments.. yea... discovering things to be discovered...

'they all said wanna switch peifeng and fenglin...'

i was thinking... so, peifeng is in my group, and fenglin is in chowyang's group, oh are they switching groupmates?

i was like 'WHAT? i thought that things are going the way that we wanted... well, not exactly not what we ALL wanted~'

puiyee broke the news to me... and peifeng happened to know about it... i was like all blurry...

then suddenly chowyang came and asked me to open the door.... things were getting weird... they needed peifeng back...

i was kinda feeling weird lately... i was like... what the hell is going on? who suggested this?

this question is still remain as an unknown... i don't know... i don't want to know...

suddenly they said 'nothing much, we were just playing around...'

and someone said something to make Puiyee left home with anger... i assume that was anger because puiyee wrote 'ma de, pek chek la~!'

so i thought... damn, this is one problem made by someone that maybe i can help to solve it... so i locked all my doors and went straight to puiyee's house...

i was calling Puiyee and Puiyee kept on decline my phone...

'ah, puiyee,' i was thinking ' i wasn't in this together ~~~~'

then FINALLY she answered my phone...
and i went in to her room~

we chatted ... i know... the both of us were angry... Puiyee maybe will let it off but i am not that fast... when i am REALLY REALLY angry at someone, it will last quite long... quite~

i don't know, i don't take this as a game, i don't take this as a thing to be played... i take this as a play... a play of cruelty, a play which makes you wonder a lot...

guys, i really don't feel like being part of this game anymore... things are getting bad... i've been through this in sem 1 and i thought that we are all in this together... guess we're not... we're not happy now... we are not~ i don't want to go through the same thing as i went in the last sem~ i hated it~

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