so i hope that today's shopping trip works... because i turned mummy down for 2 times and i just hope today might be the best... third time's the charm~
and uh~ i went to this boutique... i wanted to find pants because i ripped off 2 pants back at kampar... so it's like.. shorts alert...
and i browse around... ooh, what if i wanted to get something scottish like?
maybe because of that stupid quality camera of mine.. so maybe it's like... BLACK to you.. no it's not... it's really scottish like because of the checkered thing going on...
then... i didn't really get anything today~ i can't find things that suit me and my mother... because designs nowadays... really~ damn~~~~
i went home straight away... started to get a little bit bored... chatted with chowyang and then my eldest brother, and then peifeng, and then yingying... damn, Days just get a little bit boring since i have limited things to do back at home... limited places to go since my dad banned some of them and my brother just wouldn't fetch me there... so, i am stuck here...
and uh~...
i went to 1Malaysia again... and this time, seriously... and i meant SERIOUSLY~! i wanted a night out with my family only... my FAMILY ONLY~!
oh who am i kidding, sure... my dad called Uncle Steven out for a drink...
so maybe, had him here wouldn't hurt...
but in the middle of our dinner, i told my mum 'ma, can't you find one Day, only the 4 of us come out for dinner, no outsiders?'
because, yea i do.. i do feel left out... no one to talk to ... dad's busy talking... mum's busy ignoring... i have a feeling that i don't know them anymore...
oh my, it came ... the feeling...
remember once i went to KL Secretly? i didn't really talk much to Puiyee and Vivianne because i was...
1. afraid, my father mentioned that he is going to Kampar to find me
2. Vivianne and i had driven away and accepting the fact that Puiyee was happy to have seen her, so they need time to talk and i need to leave them alone
then i felt so lost that i have to call my sister out to help me...
that feeling came when dinners at 1Malaysia had been so cold... COLD... STONE COLD
i was like pulling long face... my brother was like 'damn hell la, what the hell is wrong with you, you are always like that...'
then my father asked me to call my sister... good... great timing, i just wanted to talk to her... but then... first my father hogged my phone, then my mother hogged my phone... then my brother... he even brought it all around... all the way to the car... came back with the phone hung up~ it was... CRUEL~! I WANTED TO THE HELL TALK TO HER~!
chicken...
fine... i really~ i really got teary... so maybe this time i turned to those who made me happier... Chiayee and Peifeng...
hmm~ hormone problem~
but still... it was cruel for not letting me to talk to my sister
and uh~ i went to this boutique... i wanted to find pants because i ripped off 2 pants back at kampar... so it's like.. shorts alert...
and i browse around... ooh, what if i wanted to get something scottish like?
maybe because of that stupid quality camera of mine.. so maybe it's like... BLACK to you.. no it's not... it's really scottish like because of the checkered thing going on...then... i didn't really get anything today~ i can't find things that suit me and my mother... because designs nowadays... really~ damn~~~~
i went home straight away... started to get a little bit bored... chatted with chowyang and then my eldest brother, and then peifeng, and then yingying... damn, Days just get a little bit boring since i have limited things to do back at home... limited places to go since my dad banned some of them and my brother just wouldn't fetch me there... so, i am stuck here...
and uh~...
i went to 1Malaysia again... and this time, seriously... and i meant SERIOUSLY~! i wanted a night out with my family only... my FAMILY ONLY~!
oh who am i kidding, sure... my dad called Uncle Steven out for a drink...
so maybe, had him here wouldn't hurt...
but in the middle of our dinner, i told my mum 'ma, can't you find one Day, only the 4 of us come out for dinner, no outsiders?'
because, yea i do.. i do feel left out... no one to talk to ... dad's busy talking... mum's busy ignoring... i have a feeling that i don't know them anymore...
oh my, it came ... the feeling...
remember once i went to KL Secretly? i didn't really talk much to Puiyee and Vivianne because i was...
1. afraid, my father mentioned that he is going to Kampar to find me
2. Vivianne and i had driven away and accepting the fact that Puiyee was happy to have seen her, so they need time to talk and i need to leave them alone
then i felt so lost that i have to call my sister out to help me...
that feeling came when dinners at 1Malaysia had been so cold... COLD... STONE COLD
i was like pulling long face... my brother was like 'damn hell la, what the hell is wrong with you, you are always like that...'
then my father asked me to call my sister... good... great timing, i just wanted to talk to her... but then... first my father hogged my phone, then my mother hogged my phone... then my brother... he even brought it all around... all the way to the car... came back with the phone hung up~ it was... CRUEL~! I WANTED TO THE HELL TALK TO HER~!
chicken...
fine... i really~ i really got teary... so maybe this time i turned to those who made me happier... Chiayee and Peifeng...
hmm~ hormone problem~
but still... it was cruel for not letting me to talk to my sister
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