chloe PHOTO JOURNAL

2010-10-27T22:54:00.001-07:00

28th of October

What's so nice being a woman? I mean, in the process of being a true woman, regardless that i am still a girl now. The benefit of being one is - buying accessories or gadgets without using our brains.

Wouldn't you know? Me, peifeng, jiayi and jeff went for dinner. While Jeff was deciding on whether following his cousin for a Dota session, i asked Jiayi to fetch me to the PC fair they had in our housing area. What comes to mind when it comes to PC fair? Speakers! been hunting one since i got to know the importance of bassist in Tokio Hotel.

i got there~ i was hunting for Logitech. Puiyee said they sold like less than 100 ~ i went to see.. the design was so foul~ i never really liked Logitech to be frank.

Then some shiny black woofers attracted me... i was like.. hey can i try this? the dealers there were more than pumped to show me some up beat songs so i could ACTUALLY listen to songs and even try on the bass there...

wouldn't you know? they chose~

Adam Lambert's Pick U Up~ that's like one of my favourite songs in Adam's debut album... then they played another song... Whataya Want From Me... i don't know what to do but to buy that since the nice guy there seemed to read my mind about playing Adammie's song~ yay~!

i went home to grab my 100 bucks and paid them... I got myself~

Sensonic's F6!

yay~ and they brought it back to their house to try on. I on my speakers, Peifeng with his speakers, Poufessor with his speakers... all played different songs with slightly different volume~ we were like in the club. I enjoyed it~ yay~

2010-10-26T00:50:00.002-07:00

26th of October

Slacker is back. I am slacking all week because i have a lot of things in my mind... MUET has been driving me... not really nuts. i apparently putting my time into singing and surfing. not cool for a student.

Oh yea. i am going back to Kuantan for a week to settle all of my documents for my Degree course of Public Relations. Go back to see my beloved parents of course. and My sister's joining me trip! and i miss my Gracie so much.. i wanted to go back and see her and gazes at aquas with her is totally...~ !

My brother nowadays got me a driving lesson. what's amazing is that my beloved cousin Thien followed me and laughed at my skills. i totally just stop at the middle of a junction, seeing the coast is clear only i dare to release a bit of a clutch and stepping on the accelerator real hard. My brother must be so pissed at me for wasting so much petrol on that. In the end, my brother gave me a no-obvious praise as i was heading home.

Peifeng downloaded me this game. Rockman X4 or maybe now it's Megaman X4. I've finished the Rockman part (with cheating F button) and now i am breaking the rules with Zero.~ yeap.! my childhood game. I don't think i can find The Sims anywhere now. i miss The Sims~~~

I went to campus illegally yesterday. Taking my old ID with the lanyard that i didn't surrender. They didn't check for god's sakes so i just sneak in to use their facilities. how cool~

Deji - Deji Volume 278 - You were my Best, can you be my Will?

2010-10-21T21:26:00.001-07:00

22nd of October

I never knew how to define best friend till i met you. I was so happy that god gave me the one that i love the most. I was so happy that i could be so close to a man and love him as a best friend.

I remembered

how you always message me to drink water

how you always message me to cover blanket at night

how you always message me to decent the stairs slowly when i was rushing for school

how you always remind me to eat breakfast

how you always remind me the side effects of coffee and encourage me to cut down

how you always fight for me when i get bullied

how you always tease me

how you always smile with me

how you always pause my video whenever it reaches the climax

how you used to switch my mouse with an object so you could laugh at me later on

how you always cut off my power supply

I remembered

how i always get angry with you

how i always smile-not-smiley when you said that i was noisy

how i always tickle you till you cannot breathe

how i always poke your deep dimples

how i always spend time with you

how i used to accompany you when you were studying

how i used to be so comfortable around you

how i used to sing Miles Away whenever you're around

i don't care if time goes slowly or passing by like a G6, i am still waiting for an answer. I am not closing that door. Forever will not. I am sorry~

Deji - Deji Volume 277 - Papa. Can you hear me?

2010-10-21T20:15:00.000-07:00

21st of October

Papa. I love you. Seeing this picture of you really makes me wanna laugh like there's no tomorrow.

But daddy, where are you when i need you right now? I need your trip to bring me to the beach side and eat ice-cream.

Papa,

with this strong body of yours, i want you to protect me forever. I want to stay with you forever. I want you to talk and guide me through life because i am done messing with mine.

Funny faces of yours make me miss you so much. Daddy... hold my hand through life..

jiejie~~ i miss you~

the love that you gave.. i will never forget~

always in my life. you are my dearest~

Deji - Deji Volume 276 - Stone

2010-10-20T02:23:00.000-07:00

20th of October

I've made a decision. A decision in between good and bad. A decision might change my life. A decision might change other's life too. In the end I don't feel right, because I've hurt the one i love the most.

Lies all came through my head. I still love. Love like I used to love. I guess i put my family and friends' and studies priority at first. And still I've hurt the one i love the most.

I've put my time in my first priority. Lonesome means freedom. And still I've hurt the one i love the most.

I know i am feeling regret now for dumping all these aside. But I hope you are happy because I am not your best. I am not a good girl.

I know i stole your deep dimples away but i am willing to store it back.

I know i stole your time away bit i am willing to store it back.

I know i stole your happiness but i am willing to store it back.

I know i gave you tears and fears but i am willing to take it back.

Just.. please.. smile~

Deji - Deji Volume 275 - Leakage

2010-10-20T01:29:00.000-07:00

20th of October

something convinced me that my toilet has been suffered from leakage since i was gone for two months without even looking at my room. Guess what. my toilet is so damp that it releases ODOUR that really freaks me out a little bit. now my bedroom's a bit stuffy and dusty. just that, i am so not motivated to clean my room.

The plumber came to fix it, apparently they have to climb to the attic to fix my problem. Yay me for no more leakage. Boo that i have to clean my room.. no wait... don't feel like cleaning right now thank you very much.

i need freedom~

i have to bathe now~

Deji - Deji Volume 274 - KL

2010-10-17T20:22:00.000-07:00

13th of October

yeap! i love my trips down to KL because my sister's the one who takes care of me the most. hehe~

i reached at KL at about 4.40 and my sister was there to pick me up~ i just love the feeling when i first step on her viva... she always welcome me with the Ayumi Hamasaki's songs~

reached jie's house and i washed myself a bit and we went to MidValley for dinner with her friends, Valerie and Tommy~

my favourite lemon chicken

jie's sour spicy chicken (ignore those two extra plates of rice - they were Valerie's and Tommy's... by the way, she's one of my clan. Rice lover.. yum!)

we went shopping a bit after our dinner and .. oh gosh, i looked fat in this picture... apparently the Tiger beer is giving out hats if you buy 2 dozens.. so ...

I bought myself Korean Mee since it has been a long time since i last nibbled on it.. and plus. some seaweed since my sister wanted to have some... hehe

14th of October

Yep! i am giving in some papers for the concert tonight.. woohoo! i couldn't believe my eyes when i was holding this ticket... thanks to papa and my sister for sponsoring me.. by the way, i went to concert alone, one of my friends last minute FFK me... kudos to him~

i went on Galaxie blog and they said that the DiGi is putting up booths to let fans to take a photo for Adam Lambert. So he could choose a glam picture out of it and meet him backstage, in the same time, giving out one glam box signed by him. Without second thought. i put on my Tokio Hotel tee (for sure hoping that he would notice!) because he had a HUGE crush on the Tokio Hotel front man Bill Kaulitz.

jiejie came back and fetched me out to the Tasik Selatan LRT to get a train to Bukit Jalil. Little did i know it was 2 stops away. So i reached Bukit Jalil in about 5 minutes.

i called my sister to tell her that i was safe. Who cares if i go concert alone? I won't cause myself trouble and plus - hey! you wouldn't need to worry about others right? Imma rock this night tonight.

hardcore fans bought the 400 bucks ticket up front. Don't discriminate me! I am a hardcore fan of Adam Lambert too, I am a Glambert! But just yet that first i don't have much cash for the ticket, god knows that his official products that i wanted to buy so much~ and plus, dad says he wouldn't want me to stand in the concert for that long. I am not a "stander"~

Glambert in Tokio tee~ to be honest - i was the first one to be in my area~ hardcore fan alright!

they kept on putting on the commercial of Starworld which i saw Ugly Betty and gLee all along~

and American Idol Season 8 of course!

They even put Adam Lambert and gLee together! yay!

this is the final crowd. God knows how long it's going to take to fill this stadium up. i guess the protest was real~

i waited for 2 hours for the opening act to begin. and some malay singer was there for the opening act singing Jay Sean's Down~ it got us really singing along~

then!

the violinist from UCSI - my sister, who was also a student from UCSI, she said he was very arrogant~ i heard about him too~ but he's very talented~ he got to perform with

Danielle Lee~ The Malaysian Idol~

after the opening act. again~ aih~ i let you see..

so many spaces around~ guess they aren't into Glam music like me~

DiGi was a sponsor so you could see yellow man all around~ the poster on the screen was a warning sign to us to get glambertized~

there it changed again~

Glam Nation tour~ i am here!!

when the lights were off... we fans were shouting our lungs out! He's here~! he's here~~~

he started off with the song VooDoo~

there~ adam the god!!!

oh my god~~~ he is so hot~~~~~~

Background motion pictures were so dramatic, so dynamic. so hot~ so Glam!

he got his fabulous hat on with For Your Entertainment (a concert must have song). He used to get very smoochie with his bassist~

see.. that's what i meant. But since he made a deal with Malaysia, he will not have kissing on the stage so~~

he bought his own laser to the concert.. i always wondered what was so amazing about these laser lights ~ ayumi used to use that very often~ so i get to experience it personally... turned out~ bloody amazing when the laser shoots on you.. the effects! DISTRACTING! oh my god. if i ever had the chance to plan a concert or to direct, i would love to add on the laser lights~

i got a little creeped out when the picture of this grave stone came on. then i got to know... Sleepwalker is on~ i love this song damn much!

it's getting creepier when he puts on old pictures of a Lieutenant or the dead~ oh my god~ and when he gets on his high woman pitch on, oh my god~ like i was in heaven~!

ferocious~!

yay! lasers~~~ and that's the guitarist~!

Getting away from all those slow songs, he's charged again and ...

Strut is on~ the row in front of me was standing up.. i couldn't stand, because you see "i am so tall"~

the main concert is done

another warning for us that the Adam was going to come out again~

we were shouting Adam or even Encore just to see him for another song~

he came up~ with Mad World, an Adam Classic~!

this was the last outfit~

ah~~~~~ it was worth it! I spend the actual amount that i paid for (that my father and my sister paid for) and i went out to buy a couple more tee shirts~ I heart Adam Lambert~ jiejie came to fetch me and i went home straight to brag on Facebook... by the way, he was so skinny~

15th of October

it's Friday. jiejie went to work as usual as i stayed home watching Ugly Betty~ Jie came back in time for us to pick up some groceries. and after that, a dinner date with Suyin jiejie - my eldest bro's girlfriend~

Jie wanted to bring me to eat Japanese food but the Bento was BIG in portion. so i went to my favourite Black Canyon instead.. and they are famous for their~~

COFFEE!!! yeap... i couldn't help myself... because they have the best coffee in the world, so i ordered myself a cup of Mocha~

Milky Tomyam pasta~ yum!

16th of October

jiejie went to buy Big Apple Donuts~

Tiramisu and Oreo~

Green Tea double attacks! yay!

hah! we have to fill ourselves up before we started to pack and work and scrub and move~ yep! we were going to my aunt's house to help on her move~ she's moving to a bigger house~! yay for her... basically i used to be afraid of my aunt. Single mom and being strict and all but, today, she showed the soft side of her.. i enjoyed them~

Her kitchen cabinet... this i what i wanted when mummy moves to a new house in about 2 years!

kitchen sliding door~

basically we moved minor stuffs around the house or organizing the kitchen with all her kitchen wares. all the plates and bottles really brought back a lot of memories~

17th of October

aicks.. have to go back to Kampar again~ i hate the feeling of leaving my sister alone... i was there when Seexiang left for a weekend... jie's gonna be alone again! muhahahaha... but if jie, you need anything, need companion, call me nia.. i am one KTM away~

jie brought me to wash her car~ this is the first experience yall!

waiting in line~

getting all foamy~!

yay~ then jie brought me for dessert in Mid Valley... Green tea cheese cake yall~

then chowyang came to join me for a treat. 3 of us went to Subway for dinner and i ate a plate of salad~

then we went for a movie~

me and gracie wanted to watch this movie so much... when it's about brotherly love? count me in and i'll be in one of the row of the cinema..

but~

it brought me down like 100 times from a normal mood. This movie is EMO-shit~ Zac Efron used to be very comedic but then... a let down really~ i expect the better of this movie...

so yeap! i left KL after that and i was very happy... this is one of the happiest trip to KL in my life because i get to see one of the gay icons and one of my idol in person. like 500 meters away~ but i was good... great experience!

Deji - Deji Volume 273 - My life in Kampar

2010-10-13T22:19:00.000-07:00

14th of October

Daddy certainly loves his daughter, me, very much... he wasn't really happy to send me back and wanted to lock me for the rest of my life. aicks... for sure, i love to see daddy laugh so much... so i crack loads of jokes only me and him understands~ daddy~ i miss you noh!

Monday jiu went to Sing K with Ying and Linyun o~ luckily ying said only girls session because i was almost afraid to let out a key in front only the both of them, still said wanna bring Peifeng and Jiayi along. i can't lo~

We did Solos and a few duets... it was nice~

Tuesday was our MUET... we went to campus at 7.30 sharp. i wanted to drive to school but at the main gate, the engine died... like... instantly ...

Thienie was a bit afraid to sit in my car i guess.. aih

Then Wednesday i was waiting to get to KL... to the Adam Lambert Concert of course!

ah ... guess i am lazy to write blogs... i miss my lappie~

Deji - Deji Volume 272 - Note to Kuantan

2010-10-08T05:38:00.000-07:00

8th of October

Kuantan. I am proud to be a Kuantanian. I am proud of myself for being one. I'm gonna miss Kuantan when i am stepping miles away from my hometown.

Grace,

Chienie~! Ash ash ash Cinderella me la everytime, stamen! I am glad lei, you are here in Kuantan, although sometimes suffer from work la~ bo bian what, you have to go through what i've been through. haha. I'm gonna miss our Friday night Girls' Night Out o! Cinema is practically my 3rd home after my real home and my kampar's home. Then drive you out at night to find aquas (to be honest, they are interesting). Then lea, now lea, always listen to Big Bang's Haru Haru liao lo! you very bad de lo. But they produce good songs. Now practically couldn't get my eyes off G-Dragon.

Thanks for being there for me when i have issues. Talking with you definitely makes me better because of your contagious laugh. That's a gift. Thanks for the memories! I promise i'll be back at the end of October so we could go Starbucks and facial together ~! muackses!

Deji - Deji Special on Changes

2010-10-07T02:52:00.000-07:00

Changes

Obama stepped up to be the President of the United States in the year of 2007. And Justin Suarez was like "Change, Yay! Obama, Change!". And Marc St. James was like "Hey, cheer up young-ling. Changes... are for the better!"

Yes. Since he said this statement, i trusted this quote and i even wanted to quote him for the rest of my life (regardless, he's my gay role model)

I do trust. Changes have been made to make myself happier, to make myself get on with life, to make myself even easier to adapt to the environment. Change HAS to be made to live life to the fullest!

You can't just be the same person you used to be for the rest of your life. Think about it, do you want to stay all day at home, chomping on mini Rusks and drinking milk out of a bottle? No. You have to face adventures.

I myself. I made changes to myself because i am through of what i used to be.

I used to be very angry.

I used to be very spoiled.

I used to be very bitchy.

I used to be having all things in my way.

I used to be very emotional.

I used to be very sad.

I used to be thinking of suicides.

I am not that girl anymore. I want my friends to be happy for me. For once. Or twice.

But still i can't please anyone. I am sorry that i've lost you. No wait, it seems that you lost me since i got neglected. Thanks for the memories.

Deji - Deji Volume 271 - I am a sucker for shoes

2010-10-07T02:22:00.000-07:00

7th of October

I already felt very weird. I remembered that i was sleeping. Dreaming. Someone singing a song, that Grace hates so much but it won't go away..

a woman..

a song...

a bird...

okay... dad's downstairs, switching on his phone like switching on a stereo. Switching on the "I am a Bird" from Ding Dang. totally disastrous. Well, don't get me wrong. I admire her voice. I love the song just yet, my brother used to sing it in the car, in the toilet, in the living room, in his dreams. So i am a bit disgusted.

6 in the morning. I couldn't get myself to sleep as the song is already repeating in my head. So i thought of getting up to kill my dad first.

But too late, when i get down to the living room, he's already gone for jogging. So i made myself a cup of tea.

Just yet, when he's back, i ran down the stairs and looked at me.

"eih! Shan, what are you doing up so early? Going to water park again?" dad said.

"no dad. Your small small bird woke me up~"

aih~ it has been a long time since i last woke up that early. oh gosh i'm going to be beaten up today.

After that in the afternoon, I had nothing to do so i decided to get out of house. Dad and Mum finally gave me the freedom to drive alone. So imma milk it till it's dry..

i hold steerings weirdly.

East Coast mall first. I wanted to get a slip on. So i wouldn't have to bend down and tie the lace or wearing a socks. I went to Nose first~

i saw a gray/white ballerina shoes that's totally nice and appropriate. It's a gather-up shoe though. It's hard to be worn but... no hard feelings. They don't have my size and i went out straight.

Vincci again and i went around. I see one flats that's very nice. I wanted to get black colour but then. They don't have my size again.

Feeling frustrated as i went up stairs to hunt from one shop to another...

then i saw one White one. Wrapping. It's not a flat though. It's Wedges~

immediately i bought it because it's very nice... White... white is very elegant for a pair of heels~

wedges! yay me~!

can't wait for dinner... mummy's making curry~ yum!

Deji - Deji Volume 270 - Bukit Gambang Resort City

2010-10-06T16:26:00.000-07:00

6th of October

Sem breaks. To me, it's a holiday. Well, as far as i can see, excluding the Singapore Trip, yesterday was the happiest day when i spend my Days in Kuantan. Siak Siak promised his girlfriend Elaine to bring her to the waterpark. So we cousins went along~

i woke up at about 8.30 in the morning and Grace fetched us to the beach to have breakfast~ I ordered myself a Hash Brown (the best breakfast of my life) and a cup of coffee. Yay me~!

he was also in a mood for hashies~ But it came a set with the Pancakes.

Right side was Siak and Elaine. The other 2 happened to be Siak's friend.

Right after breakfast. We went to Gambang straight. It was about 1 hour away from my house.

We reached there at about noon~

Now only realised he's much shorter than that~

Waterproof Wrist band with bar code. So in any minute you could top up the value in your band to rent lockers/float or even buy yourself some lunch~

On the way to the water park after checking in~

Aih~ gonna get darker in 6 hours time...

So lei... we rented 2 lockers to stuck in 5 person's belongings and we rented 2 double floats and a single float for Solo raider. Well, sorry for not being clear, me and Grace shared a double float, Siak and Elaine shared a double float while my brother, went solo~

we went to the slides and there were 2 slides that i really enjoyed. The Dark Galaxy and the Family slide. Dark Galaxy was the dark tunnel, while sliding down you can see stars around. So it's like, you can feel the wind and the adventure but you can see nothing!

While the Family slide is you slide down in a BIG Float, and 5 person is in the float. that was by far. The longest slide in Malaysia. So we had to try that.

My lunch!

Siak Siak and my brother with the hotdogs... boy does he love pickles~!

On the way back. It was a rough day. Very tiring~ but fun... it has been a longtime since i last enjoyed with my cousin. It has been like... a long time since i enjoyed this much and laughed this much with my cousin. It was like,being a little kid and have no worries in the world.

I love it~

Deji - Deji Volume 269 - It's My Turn

2010-10-05T03:29:00.000-07:00

5th of October

All that work and what did it get me?

Why did I do it?

Scrapbooks full of me in the background

Give 'em love and what does it get ya?

What does it get you?

One quick look as each of 'em leaves you.

All your life and what does it get ya?

Thanks a lot and out with the garbage

They take bows and you're battin' zero

I had a dream

I dreamed it for you, friend

It wasn't for me, friend

And if it wasn't for me then where would you be,

Miss *insert name here*

Well, someone tell me, when is it my turn

Don't I get a dream for myself

Stating now it's gonna be my turn

Gangway, world, get off of my runway

Starting now I bat a thousand!

This time, girls I'm taking the bows and

Everything's coming up Chlo

Everything's coming up Chloe

Everything's coming up Chlo

This time for me~

Deji - Deji Volume 268 - KL

2010-10-04T03:13:00.000-07:00

4th of October

2nd of October at night. Siak (one of my dearest cousin) called me, Grace and my brother out for a tea session. So i could go out, and see what he has got to say. Because, trust me, my cousin's a comedian. Even something that's very serious, he could crack a joke about it. I love his freestyle~

so lucky to have this table.. my favourite number alongside with 3

the one on the left is my cousin~ he is, too, studying in Kampar. Shame that he didn't bring his girlfriend. She is the sweetest person i know. (by the way he was calling her that time)

my comrade in Kuantan. Love her to death~

my drink. Lemon Honey~ and the one of the left is my newly bought wallet purse. we ended up talking about phone products. aih~

3rd of October

papa's angry face at the back. probably was complaining about my brother's driving skill. Speaking of skills, his skills really made me hurl. I was very dizzy in the backseat. So my daddy promoted me to the front seat.

This is what i do when daddy's cranky. i sing to songs so non of the tensions was affecting me. It's very healthy y'all blog readers~ By the way, this picture was taken when i was in KL. Prove? my sunglasses' reflection.

We went to Gleneagles Ampang to meet up with my sister so we could go along in two cars as my brother's girlfriend Suyin was following. We went for Yong Tau Fu.

Reached there and seriously, i had no appetite because i was avoiding food all day. Call me a sucker when it comes to long distance travelling, you should see me travel to kampar.

then, we went to visit my grandmama.

Nope, my another grandmama (note: if it's my father's side, i call her granny).

She just came out of surgery about 2 weeks ago and currently staying in my aunt's place. I went to visit her and ..

to my surprise, she opened her eyes to greet us... i was happy to see her. she could see. She was blind for a week a while ago, but after pumping gas into her veins to push the blood clot away, she's able to see but in a blurry vision. But after 5 minutes, she has to sit in an upright position while she has to face down, with her eyes closed. She felt dizzy though.

Dad didn't want us to stay long. I guess they wanted to do some adult meeting so we children went out. To my favourite KL shopping complex - Mid Valley (alongside with IKEA combination with IKANO and The Curve)

New member to my blogger - Suyin. My brother's long time girlfriend. First time saw her, i thought i lost her as my sister. Dad said i looked like her. Dad also said my friend Yingying looked like her.

Stopped by at Auntie Anne's Pretzel Shop to order myself a pretzel. Pretzel is a "nearly" ring shaped bread. I had my top dipped in Green Tea flavour.

How can my sister's eyes be so big while mine are like small as peas?

Apparently there was nothing to do as i visited here like many times and I bought myself Cleo magazine. and we went straight home to prepare ourselves for dinner.

see this stupid shape i blew my hair in... so flare~

dinner was nice~ especially there was only 2 veges on the table. No biggie because uncle Andy's family is very into meat. And what's weird that is my Uncle Andy wasn't here. He was on the way back from Singapore..

couldn't describe this trip even better because this is by far, the trip that i didn't enjoy. Maybe because my sister and Suyin didn't stay long. I kinda miss them a lot~

back home on the second day.

Dad mentioned that he was planning on a Christmas Gathering Extravaganza. Apparently it includes Turkey. Or maybe i'd buy a Christmas tree for my sister.. a purple one maybe. For decoration. For her birthday present maybe. And my brother's girlfriend and my brother's good friend Evan Quah is visiting too~

i can't miss another year of warm Christmas with my family. I missed it last year and no... no more for this year. I might not forgive myself.

So fat fat little Turkey and Monsoon, please wait for mama!

Deji - Deji Volume 267 - Baking~~~~~

2010-10-02T04:38:00.000-07:00

2nd of October

what's the best way of celebrating Ayu's birthday today? Baking of course! For your information, Grace is a future baker. She bakes everything in her life. She's currently applying to pursue her studies in Germany. I'm gonna miss her so viel~ i want to go to Germany too~~ Ich Liebe Dich Grace~~

with the help of my mummy, we prepared all these ingredients. See the box in the far left? We were going to bake Cornflakes Cookies!

papa came back from work ~

He was so afraid if i posted this picture on Facebook.. but daddy, you're always a victim on my camera and my blog. hehe~~

this is how we beat the butter and the sugar~

Grace totally laughed at my way of sifting the flour. I never knew how to cook in my life so deal with it.. it took me like 2 minutes to sift not even half the flour~ aih~

Then Grace took over my shift and huala~~ all the flours were sifted... like... in 3 seconds! what the front door~~

then only i know... no one uses spoon to sift the flour.. you shake them~ aih~~

then i have to pour out the cornflakes. The fun part is, when you pounce it too hard, the cereals would've splashed everywhere around. So mum said... "use 暗力"

So this is my 暗力~

like siao lang~ aih

grace checking on the sugar and butter and egg and vanilla extract thing...

after finishing every single thing on the list... it's time to roll the dough in the crushed cornflakes~

yay~!

Grace joined the troop~

after sending the cookies to 20 minutes in Hell~ here you have..

golden brown cornflakes cookies~~

mickey... trust me.. the small ones are mine. The big one is Grace's~

Baker of the day. Chilling out with my cup of Dark Grape juice~

face it people, i baked 2 trays~ that makes... about 80 cookies... count em~

Deji - Deji Volume 266 - Graciie~~~~

2010-10-01T09:44:00.000-07:00

2nd of October

yii~~ today is officially Ayu-san's Birthday. Gonna listen to all her songs on this day~ i love her~

Daddy carved a smile on my face since i see this baby ride into our door step.. yay! a mini Kelisa... i'm gonna treasure this baby~ i love you...

Then o~ last week, grace suddenly had the vibe of making cookies with me. i love her enthusiasm even though we have to sacrifice mummy's kitchen, mum has the most heavenish kitchen on earth. So i decided to accompany her to buy the ingredients..

in the meantime, seeing the Event of the Bridal thing... trust me, when it comes to bridal concept, i get very pumped and very happy. And even is the thing that i wanted to do in the future so...

But, what a let down.. it's only... one bridal gown.. and it's one of my worst colour - yellow. I'm never going to wear yellow.. awful colour.

Then we went to grab something from Carrefour and we went around Kuantan..

We sat down in Old Town Coffee shop for a drink and asked my brother to join us. Since Grace is the weird and the funny one, she helped me to snap some photos~

She asked me to stretch my eyes up to the lens but i couldn't... my eyes are too small darling~

hehe.. gracie trying to crush my brother's head~

Deji - Deji Volume 265 - Trust? Puhlesss

2010-09-30T08:43:00.000-07:00

30th of September

I thought, when people hitting the 20 road, they might get their head hit by some hard metal or something so they can think in their right mind. Like doing things adults do - Minding your own business.

Some people, they hate changes. Or selfishly saying, they don't want things to change because they are used to the old ones.

Okay, i've changed. I always think that i change, it would be for the better, but can't you just be happy for me?

I thought friends would be there to be happy for you when you're happy. I thought friends are there to hold your hands and tell you things going to get better?

I want to be happy so can you please stop ruining my life? jeez~!

Deji - Deji Volume 264 - Ayumi Hamasaki

2010-09-29T23:13:00.000-07:00

Post for the 2nd of October

Happy Birthday my all time favourite singer Ayumi Hamasaki~

thanks for letting me know you

thanks for letting me get to know the meaning of Japanese songs

thanks for letting me know the culture of Japan

thanks for letting me learn some of the Japanese words

thanks for letting me know giving up ain't the only choice

thanks for letting me know having a crush on someone is a healthy thing to do

thanks for letting me know having a positive mind is a healthy thing to do

thanks for letting me know the existence of vibrato

thanks for letting me know the existence of happiness

thanks for letting me know the existence of fairyland

thanks for letting me know that everyone has a secret

thanks for everything

Deji - Deji Volume 263 - teehee~

2010-09-29T08:53:00.001-07:00

29th of September

oh well... see... this morning i tried SO HARD to wake up early in the morning. But then, it seems that the alarm has no effect on me .. at all. I heard Bill Kaulitz, i pressed, i snoozed, i slept.

Daddy stormed into my room and demanded me to get up in 10 minutes so i could join him for dinner. And then i promised mummy to accompany her to have a shopping trip. Mummy wanted to get those basic tees from Padini like i did with mine. And so, we went to East Coast Mall!

there's my newest member to my scarf army. Teal. Pay NO attention to my eyes, i was way too tired.

Mummy drove at first and we walked around. We went to the Nokia center because my sister's phone has conked off and she needed a new Nokia phone. Then i have to change my plastic wrap on my phone. After that we headed to Padini.

Mummy went to try on the basic tee and i tried on a singlet (mum used to let me wear my singlet but now she forbids them. But imma now try to prove to her that she was wrong for it making me so skinny)

Before~

yes i couldn't argue with that. i looked skinny shit but then...

like someone retarded. So ended up didn't buy. For a change, mummy applied me a Padini card. yay!

after shopping around the East Coast Mall. We went to Zsa Zsa boutique to see some clothes. Mum's a buyer of dress. I've always wanted an overall like the above...

this is the back view... And it's in my favourite Starbuckies GREENIE version. oh my god... but fine, it costs about 70 bucks. i couldn't afford things like that. Besides, mum's gonna be totally furious if i buy some little fabric for only 70 bucks... (and oh yea fashion tips: dun pair this overall with polo tee, sucks like fishy sucks)

After shopping, i went to Grace's house to have my dinner... guess what my granny cooked?

This is the only pork meat that i love... granny's famous chinese pork chop... Hot gravy on plain rice? SURPRISE ME!

not to mention mummy cooked us some poisonous food - crab. Oh yea, seafood is a poisonous food. Be sure to excrete after a moment of "Under The Sea"

Mum even bought me a Dauphinoise Potato for supper... yay

Deji - Deji Volume 262 - Birthday Girl!

2010-09-26T08:22:00.000-07:00

27th of September

weii Ying Ying.. happy birthday!! sorry lei cannot be there celebrate... 2 years dy i feel so sorry to you...

But now lea, i am in a project o! i am a woman on a mission. jiu.. wait for that thing la...

Enjoy your 19th birthday o!

Deji - Deji Volume 261 - Love & Death

2010-09-25T08:27:00.000-07:00

25th of September

so this is it? Today is the day that i experience the minutes before death thing? and yet i am here typing this blog.

here i go~

I was fetching papa and mama to Taman Gelora and daddy was lecturing me about my driving skills. As in the previous post, you know how i am when someone in the car is a nervous wreck, or a cranky or someone who say bad things about me right? I get a little bit wilder as usual~

then when i was about to reach the junction at the Taman Gelora, opposite that car was turning left, so i guess it was safe for me to turn right. And when i was turning right, suddenly there was one car from the opposite came with a Devilish speed~ i was halfway at the junction there, there's no chance that i am going to stop right? no way, if i stop, we will get knocked.

Without second thoughts, i sped like shit. Just to get off that road. to take a chance. Bloody shit that car didn't slow down. If i were any slower, mum wouldn't be here and i wouldn't be here typing this block.

I don't even want to think about what will happen if...

ah... shake that away shall we.. I am damn shit lucky although dad's lecture still ringing in my ear hard~

I was in a deep shit mood. luckily mum still here. I couldn't be responsible for anything that might've happened just now.

Grace was so sweet to came over to make me laugh by watching so many videos and make up jokes... i love her to death... where will i be without her?

and you... i love you.. thanks for picking up that call.. i appreciate that~~

Deji - Deji Volume 260 - Declaring Bankruptcy

2010-09-24T10:07:00.000-07:00

25th of September

ah.. what's nice about Friday? getting a day of from my lungs building and shower a little bit earlier than usual. looking good for a friday night shall we?

as ever, i'm going out on a date with my gracie~~ she always love a movie date... and what's next? The Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen.

mummy made chocolate mousse... luckily mummy reduced the percentage of sugar, if not, diabetes is going to ring my doorbell. I love it. it's just... too chocolatie~

Since this month is Grace Birthday... Padini gave grace a discount card... she asked me to use it with her and so.. i saw this... (instead i was aiming for flats)

the shirt behind. boy i am a lover for a Christmas Green~

not at all tight fit but a-o-kay~ i love it~

So i bought it with chien... and then... right after i bought it... i saw the white and the black one... oh my shit... dad gave me 40 bucks and i don't feel like blowing it all off~? how? but it's hard to find one decent plain white tee... and mine is already worn off... and how? plain white tee is A MUST for your wardrobe people.. FASHION ALERT! PLAIN WHITE TEE!!!

i couldn't get the tees off my mind while i was walking around with grace.. as usual, we walked to SaSa and i wanted to spray that SheWood scent to my jacket... hehe...

left about 30 minutes to the show. we had nowhere to go... then we were like walking without direction~ as i was talking.. telling stories to grace (that's my charm, when it comes to my sister Christmas and her, i couldn't stop talking), then i stopped.. i saw someone familiar.. i saw someone, so cute... so familiar... then ding! he waved at me...

It was David Tsau~~ my little cousin... gosh he lived on the same street with me and still i haven't seen him in YEARS! gosh he looks good~ so nice to have a little cousin like him~

then i really couldn't get the shirt off my mind. ah, who am i kidding. Dad's gonna buy that for me this coming weekend as he said that what i wanted to buy, mark down, he will buy it for me...

so i dragged grace to Padini as the radio on top says "Thank you for shopping at Padini, the shop will be closed soon. Customers should head their way to the counter to make their payment. Thank you".

Ah, i don't care. Shirt is my life. I went there, grabbed a white and a black shirt with printed S sized words and straight to the counter.

40 bucks gone.

but it was worth it!!

the Legend of the Fist.

To be frank, i never thought of watching this movie. But Grace was a BIG fan of Donnie Yen (i remember i took a peek at her desktop with all Ip Man's wallpaper) so it's a treat for her since she accompanied me to watch Inception~

I was expecting to see bloods and violent scenes since it's rated 18... and so ... i was right. I covered my eyes by smelling my Dsquared2 perfume for a change. The way that the Japs killed the victims were way too violent. (no disrespect, i love Ayumi for a change).

In the beginning there was credits. No shocker to see Donnie Yen's name was the first. Then i gave out a 'oh?' when Shu Qi's name was shown. Then i went to mind my phone. Suddenly, Grace tapped me by my shoulder and pointed to the screen...

"SHAWN YUE"

ah~~~ my Seal clapping is out and i let out a squeak.! YAY! one of my favourite Hong Kong Actor alongside with Wong Hei and Bosco Wong~~ yay~~~~~~!!!!

but he came out for like 5 minutes and he got killed. shame~~

why i like Shawn Yue?

his amazing eyes ~ and he took care of Ayu-san when she was in Hong Kong.

i gotta love him~

movie hit the credits when the clock strikes 12. I couldn't believe that people said this is a bad movie. I find out this movie is good... very good for a good chinese movie (i couldn't get my eyes off Shu Qi's lips... so sexy~ Even better than Angelina's). It was nice ... Donnie Yen makes a good actor. The best action choreographer if i might add... eight over ten i rate~